fuyu no miko here
i am a krusnik; i suck the blood of vampires
enter my lair at your own risk
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
hayy
oi.
sa math wizard na nagrequest ng stories ko...etong isa...hehe
dammit. i wish i'd told him how i felt about him. no...wait...how i feel about him...while he was still here... but how? i'm too shy. we're just friends. but then... i realized.... maybe we were more than just that...more than just friends. well...for me...considering the depth and intensity of what i felt...feel...he was more than just a friend. but him... i've always felt i was just a friend to him... no, not always... sometimes...he overstepped the bounds of expressing friendly affection. or so i felt. or so i hoped. every morning, i had to cross the overpass to go to school. one time, i was just approaching the steps going down when suddenly, somebody held my arm just above my elbow. my heart started beating wildly. i stopped, wondering who it was, hoping it was not an evil someone, and turned my head around. there he is, grinning, breathing heavily as if he'd run a mile. my heart beat faster than ever, though because of some other reason i hadn't thought about then. he was still holding my arm, and it was then that i noticed how warm, how gentle his touch was. how could i ever have mistaken him for some wrongdoer? i asked myself. but then...it was the first time that he touched me, held me. i never expected him to, but then... "i thought it was a hold-upper," i said. "i almost shouted out for help." he grinned. my heart beat wilder than ever, and it felt as if it was going to jump out of my chest and place itself on the hand still holding my arm. "you're oa," he said. then he took his hand away from me. i felt a loss. but i can still feel the warmth of his hand on my arm. until now... ______ later that day, we teamed up against two girls for a boardgame. we made several good turns, and several times he hugged me against him. i was enjoying it secretly. it looked like friendly hugs anyway. but hugs nonetheless... then the one of our opponents said, "why are you always hugging her?" her question sounded innocent. we (he and i) looked at each other, then looked away. he didn't hug me again for the rest of our good turns and the game. he hasn't hugged me ever since... and i realized i was really in love with him. but we were just friends.... i wish i could say it out loud but i can't. i can't.
sounds so senti. pero story lang sya.
in the snow, traced by blood...7/19/2006 07:42:00 PM
wants:
a set of faber-castell 48 classic colour pencils or crayola 64 colors
endless supply of c1 and c3 pilot gtec pens
solitude and silence, power and prestige
current loves:
manga: vampire knight, shinshi doumei cross, ludwig kakumei
anime: cardcaptor sakura, vampire knight, kiniro no corda~primo passo
edibles: fishball, palabok, iced tea, coke zero
characters: kaname kuran, zero kiryu, eriol hiiragizawa, laures
delinquent student
certified instant coffee gourmand
caffeine dependent
sleep monster
no fashion sense