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Monday, July 31, 2006
hayy yan. yehey, nakapagpost na naman ako.
hehe.
binabawi ko na yung dati kong post. hindi na ko nagdefer sa ame. di ko kaya. hehe. saka sayang. hehe.
ayy...
nag-exam kami sa accounting nung linggo. kelan ba yun. kahapon lang pala. hehe. july 30. parang ang layo na. o kinalimutan ko lang.
hindi. eto nga tandang tanda ko pa e.
eto ang nangyari...
exam day. 8:30-11:30 ang exam. waw tatlong oras. long test lang to. first pa. premonitions... peste.
anyway, 8:00 ako dumating sa ba building. daming tao. di pa bukas yung entrance. shoot. nabulilyaso ang balak kong magreview pa. oops di pala. nabulilyaso ang balak kong magcram. as usual.
[aside: nakikinig ako ngayon ng 'now or never'--astroboy opening theme. ganda. astig. ang gwapo ng boses. shoot. at pakinggan mo rin yung 'river'--gundam seed ending theme. third ata. shoot. grabe sobrang ganda. ang gwapo ng boses. talo pa yung phantom. sobra. naiiyak ako pag napapakinggan ko yun. sobrang ganda talaga. sobra. end aside.]
yon. edi mga 8:30 pinapunta kami sa back entrance ng ba building. pasok. akyat sa third floor. go to room 301 to await doomshours (ngek).
sobrang nagbalik sa aking alaala ang upcat day. umuulan din nun. aircon din ang room... premonitions na naman. peste.
ayan. dumating na si mam. shoot. ang kapal ng dala nyang newsprint testpapers at yellow pad(s?). shoot.
preliminaries. one seat apart. nalayo ako sa accounting goddess. shoot. patay. alphabetical. ainako.
ayan. binigay na yung mga yellow pads (papers?). me numbering pa talaga. number 38 ako. tapos yung test questions. ayan, number 38 pa rin. waw. efficient!
three pages back to back ang testpapers. tapos me "mimeographed answer sheet" (direct quote) pa sa likod. waw. ano ba yung mimeographed? enlighten me.
yan. simula na ng exam. three hours thirty minutes. 8:45 nagstart. 12:15 ang end. waw.
yan...
i'm a goner.
assets...liabilities...capital...revenues...expenses...debit...credit... walang katapusang mga accounting terms. malamang. noh?
nung una nasasagutan ko pa (mali naman).
three parts nga pala yung exam. multiple choice at fill in/up/out the table yung part 1, short problems na hindi naman maiksi at madali yung part 2, at financial statement-making (eh? am i making sense? yess...marunong daw mag-english hehe) yung part 3. 110 points lahat.
part 1. table part...o sige...table portion.
punuin yung table. edi nagsimula na kong magvandal sa desk ko. peste ang accounting...yoko na...ang pangit ng mga tao sa paligid ko...etc etc...
nakaka 99.9% na ko ng desk...isang period/dot na lang...
tapos biglang...
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING?"
proctor ko.
"nagfi-fill up/in/out po ng table ko mam." inosenteng sabi ko.
"!@#$^&**&^*%$#@!~+`!!!" sabi nya. "HINDI YAN! YUNG NASA DULO!" tapos pinakita sakin kung saan. talo pa nya ang kamatis sa pula. lahat ng butas sa katawan nya nagbubuga ng black smoke (redundant?). oo pramis pati pores. pollution...
ahh...okey. di mo nililinaw e.
tingin ako sa relo ko. 3:30 na.
huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaattttttttt???????
tapos naalala ko ilang oras nga pala ang advance nito. ilan nga ba? ewan.
pinukpok ko na sa desk, sa upuan, sa dingding, sa ulo ko, sa ulo ng katabi ko, sa teacher/proctor ko, sa kaharap ko pero wala pa rin. lalo lang syang nasira. nagkadurogdurog. nawalan ako ng asset. malala pa sa nagdepreciate. gusto mo pakita ko pa yung remains e.
pano yan.
edi nagmanomano na lang ako. waw. gudlak.
part 1 nga pala 30 items, 1 point each. tapos yung table 10 points. part 2 40 items, 1.5 points each. tapos yung part 3 10 points. 110 na ba yun? paki-add nga.
hayy...
tapos pagkatapos ng madugong number 22 (may isang oras ata ang inabot ko dun)...
nagbreakdown/crash din ang supermegagrabeovertothemaxscientificgraphingmanual(oo, de pindot.pag mali ang pindot, error)computercalculator!
in short, yung brain ko.
me natirang ayos na neuron. huy, information retrieval lang yan. cheeken.
yun na nga e. info retrieval.
ang problema, walang info na mareretrieve. wala. nothing. nada.
haha.
gudlak talaga.
ewan.
ayun. so wala akong nagawa. tiningnan ko na lang yung dingding. ang puti. ang puti ng paligid. diba pag nasa operating room ka puro puti? pag nasa lethal injection room puro puti din. sa langit puro puti din. indi e. impyerno to. me aircon nga lang. yung teacher ko. payat. kulot. matanda na. parang asset na yung worth nya ay nalagpasan na ng depreciation expense. hehe. yung mga kakalase ko. sige lang. pagpatuloy nyo yan. yung aircon. ang laki. parang sa jollibee. yung whiteboard. di naman puti. daming dumi.
tapos nafeel ko yung sobrang lamig. may multo? wala...
bumalik lang sa aking alaala ang upcat. malamig. umuulan. wala rin ako maisagot. at nakatulog ako.
edi natulog ako.
yun nga lang, pagpikit ng mata ko..
"ok, time's up!" waw. sweet dreams.
pasahan na. nasa dulo pa naman ako. kitangkita walang sagot. hehe. nung kinuha ng teacher-proctor ko yung papers sakin umuusok pa rin sya. puti na nga lang.
yan. labasan na. pero peste, ang mga naririnig ko ay... "uy anong sagot sa..." "uy pano yung sa..." "uy tama ba yung..." "uy natapos mo ba?"
indi e. peste.
yun. dazed na naman ako. tulala. paglabas ko ng building muntik na ko masagasaan ng bisikleta. waw. sana naman kung mamamatay ako sa pamamagitan ng sagasa yung mamahaling kotse ang makasagasa sakin diba. tulad ng jaguar. o mercedes. o porsche.
hay.
end.
haba no. minsan lang yan.
hehe.
in the snow, traced by blood...7/31/2006 08:12:00 PM
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
kuso... ainako.
nagdefer ako sa application ko sa UP AME (Anime Manga Enthusiasts).
teka...nasabi ko na bang nag-apply ako dun? kay math wizard lang pala. hehe.
basta. yun. lang time. lang pera.
sa UP JPIA (Junior Public Institute of Accountants) na lang ako.
pero anime yun...
hayy...
in the snow, traced by blood...7/26/2006 07:28:00 PM
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
hayy
oi.
sa math wizard na nagrequest ng stories ko...etong isa...hehe
dammit. i wish i'd told him how i felt about him. no...wait...how i feel about him...while he was still here... but how? i'm too shy. we're just friends. but then... i realized.... maybe we were more than just that...more than just friends. well...for me...considering the depth and intensity of what i felt...feel...he was more than just a friend. but him... i've always felt i was just a friend to him... no, not always... sometimes...he overstepped the bounds of expressing friendly affection. or so i felt. or so i hoped. every morning, i had to cross the overpass to go to school. one time, i was just approaching the steps going down when suddenly, somebody held my arm just above my elbow. my heart started beating wildly. i stopped, wondering who it was, hoping it was not an evil someone, and turned my head around. there he is, grinning, breathing heavily as if he'd run a mile. my heart beat faster than ever, though because of some other reason i hadn't thought about then. he was still holding my arm, and it was then that i noticed how warm, how gentle his touch was. how could i ever have mistaken him for some wrongdoer? i asked myself. but then...it was the first time that he touched me, held me. i never expected him to, but then... "i thought it was a hold-upper," i said. "i almost shouted out for help." he grinned. my heart beat wilder than ever, and it felt as if it was going to jump out of my chest and place itself on the hand still holding my arm. "you're oa," he said. then he took his hand away from me. i felt a loss. but i can still feel the warmth of his hand on my arm. until now... ______ later that day, we teamed up against two girls for a boardgame. we made several good turns, and several times he hugged me against him. i was enjoying it secretly. it looked like friendly hugs anyway. but hugs nonetheless... then the one of our opponents said, "why are you always hugging her?" her question sounded innocent. we (he and i) looked at each other, then looked away. he didn't hug me again for the rest of our good turns and the game. he hasn't hugged me ever since... and i realized i was really in love with him. but we were just friends.... i wish i could say it out loud but i can't. i can't.
sounds so senti. pero story lang sya.
in the snow, traced by blood...7/19/2006 07:42:00 PM
Sunday, July 02, 2006
so long... haha...antagal ko di nagpost...
wala lang... hehe
in the snow, traced by blood...7/02/2006 08:31:00 PM
wants:
a set of faber-castell 48 classic colour pencils or crayola 64 colors
endless supply of c1 and c3 pilot gtec pens
solitude and silence, power and prestige
current loves:
manga: vampire knight, shinshi doumei cross, ludwig kakumei
anime: cardcaptor sakura, vampire knight, kiniro no corda~primo passo
edibles: fishball, palabok, iced tea, coke zero
characters: kaname kuran, zero kiryu, eriol hiiragizawa, laures
delinquent student
certified instant coffee gourmand
caffeine dependent
sleep monster
no fashion sense
