fuyu no miko here
i am a krusnik; i suck the blood of vampires
enter my lair at your own risk
Thursday, October 27, 2005
hay ...hay...
in the snow, traced by blood...10/27/2005 07:02:00 PM
Monday, October 24, 2005
...nice...
"Andoy"
Somewhere in Milaor, Camarines Sur, there lived a fourth grader boy who would follow this route to school everyday:
He has to cross the rugged plains and cross the dangerous highway where vehicles are recklessly driving to and from. Once passed this highway, the boy would take a short cut by passing by the Church every morning just to say Hi to God, and faithfully say his "Magandang umaga po" in Bicol dialect.
He was faithfully being watched by a priest who was happy to find innocence so uplifting in the morning, "Kamusta Andoy! Papasok ka na?" "Opo padre... " he would flash his innocent grin, and the priest would be touched.
The priest was so concerned that one day he talked to Andoy, "From school...", he advised, "Do not cross the highway, you can pass through the Church and I can accompany you to the other side of the road... that way I can see that you are home safe. "
"Thank you Father ..."
"Why don't you go home ... why do you stay in this Church right after school?"
"I just want to say "Hi" to my friend, God," and the priest would leave the boy to spend time beside the altar, talking by himself, but he was hiding behind the altar to listen to what this boy has to say to his heavenly FATHER.
"You know my math exam was pretty bad today, but I did not cheat - although my seatmate is bullying me for notes ... I ate one cracker and drank my water, Itay had a bad season and all I can eat is this cracker. Thank You for this! I saw a poor kitten who was hungry and I know how he feels so I gave my last cracker to him .. funny but I am not that hungry ... Look, this is my last pair of slippers ... I may have to walk barefooted next week ... You see this is about to be broken.. but it is okay ... at least I am still going to school ... some say we will have a hard season this month, some of my classmates have already stopped going to school ... please help them get to school again, please God .. Oh, You know, Inay had hit me again, it is painful, but I know this pain will pass away, at least I still have a mother ... God, You want to see my bruises? I know you can heal them ..here... here and .... Oh ... blood ... I guess You knew about this one huh? Please don't be mad at Inay, she is just tired and she worries for the food in our table and my schooling that is why she hits us .. Oh, I think I am in love ... there's this pretty girl in my class, her name is Anita ... do You think she will like me? Anyway, at least I know You will always like me, I don't have to be anybody just to please You, You are my very best friend! Hey, Your birthday is two months from now!!! Aren't You excited? I am! wait till You see, I have a gift for You .... but it is a surprise! I hope You will like it! Oooops, I have to go ..." then he stood up and calls out, "Padre, padre, I am finished talking to my friend .. you can accompany me to the other side of the road now."
This routine happens everyday. Andoy never fails. Father Agaton shares this every Sunday to the people in his church because he has not seen a very pure faith and trust in God, a very positive look at negative situations.
One Christmas day, Father Agaton was sick so he could not make it in the Church, he was sent to the hospital. The Church was left to 4 manangs who would chant the rosary in 1000 miles per hour, would not smile and would always find fault in what you do, they are also very well versed in cursing if you irritate them. They were kneeling, saying their kilometric rosary when Andoy, coming from his Christmas party, playfully dashed in, "Hello God!!!!! I " P----!!!!! (a curse) Bata ka!!!! Alam mo nang may nagdadasal!!!!! Alis!!!!!"
Poor Andoy was so terrified, "Where's Father Agaton? He is supposed to help me cross the street .... and to be able to cross the street I will have to pass by the back door of this church not only that, I have to greet Jesus--it is His birthday, I have a gift right here ...." just as he was about to get the gift out of his shirt, the manang pulled his shirt and threw him out of the church.
"Susmaryosep!!! (does a sign of the cross fervently) Alis kang bata ka, kung hindi matatamaan ka!!!"
So the boy had no choice but to cross the dangerous side of the road in front of the church.
<>He crossed. A fast-moving bus came in. There was a blind curve. The boy was protecting his gift inside his shirt, so he was not looking. There was so little time. Andoy died on the spot. A lot of people crowded the poor boy, the body of a lifeless young boy... Suddenly, out of nowhere a tall man in pure white shirt and pants, a face so mild and gentle, but with eyes full of tears... He came and carried the boy in His arms. He was crying. Curious bystanders nudged the man in white, and asked, "Excuse me sir, are you related to this child? Do you know this child?" The man in white, His face, mourning and in agony, lifted up and answered, "He was my bestfriend ... " was all he said.
He took the badly wrapped gift in the bloody chest of the lifeless boy, and placed it near His heart. He stood up and carried the boy away and they both disappeared in sight. The crowd was curious...
The next day, Father Agaton learned of the shocking news. He visited the house, and wanted to verify about the man in white. He consulted the parents of Andoy. "How did you know that your son died?" "A man in white brought him here." sobbed the mother. "What did he say?" The father answered, "He did not say anything. He was mourning. We do not know him and yet he was very lonely at our son's death, as if he knew our son very well. But there was something peaceful and unexplainable about him. He gave me my son, and then he smiled peacefully. He rubbed my son's hair away from his face and kissed him on his forehead, then he whispered something ..." "What did he say?" "He said to my boy .." the father began, "Thank you for the gift .. I will see you soon... you will be with me ..." and the father of the boy continued, "and you know for a while, it felt so wonderful... I cried, but I do not know why .... all I know is I cried tears of joy ... I could not explain it Father, but when that man left, something peaceful came over me, I felt a deep sense of love inside... I could not explain the joy in my heart, I knew my boy is in heaven now ... but tell me Father, who is this man that my son talks to everyday in your church, you should know because you are always there... erxcept on the time of his death ..."
Father Agaton suddenly felt the tears welling in his eyes, with trembling knees, he murmured," ... He was talking to no one .... but ..GOD...."
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nakakaiyak sya...
in the snow, traced by blood...10/24/2005 06:10:00 PM
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
love number To know your LOVE NUMBER, pick out your birth date.
Your LOVE NUMBER is 1 if your birth date falls on: 1st, 10th, 19th and 28th
Your LOVE NUMBER is 2 if your birth date falls on: 2nd, 11th, 20th and 29th
Your LOVE NUMBER is 3 if your birth date falls on: 3rd, 12th, 21st and 30th
Your LOVE NUMBER is 4 if your birth date falls on: 4th, 13th, 22nd and 31st
Your LOVE NUMBER is 5 if your birth date falls on: 5th, 14th and 23rd
Your LOVE NUMBER is 6 if your birth date falls on: 6th, 15th and 24th
Your LOVE NUMBER is 7 if your birth date falls on: 7th, 16th and 25th
Your LOVE NUMBER is 8 if your birth date falls on: 8th, 17th and 26th
Your LOVE NUMBER is 9 if your birth date falls on: 9th, 18th and 27th
Here is what your LOVE NUMBER says aboutyou...
1. You are affectionate and passionate. At times, however, your strong personality can be a bit overpowering, scaring off potential suitors! Try to curb that intensity every now and then and you may get a chance to find Mr. Right. <>
2. You are described as ideal partner, loving and romantic. In fact, one of your life's priority goals is to find the love of your life. But remember to keep it real too or else, no guy out there will ever meet your expectations. <>
3. Attractive, imaginative, outgoing, loyal and generous too. You definitely don't run out of admirers. Just be careful of those who will take advantage of your kind nature. <>
4. You fall in and out of love so easily. Could it be because you often mistake infatuation for the real thing? Resist being impulsive when it comes to love and take your time to know the guy. <>
5.You go from one emotion to another so fast and so often, it's hard to keep track! but you're intelligent. You are also bold and daring, and you enjoy the finer things in life. <>
6. You are quite the charmer but you can also be warm and nurturing. But beware of the green-eyed monster in you. Your needs or affection can make you clingy. And one more thing, stop going after unavailable guys! <>
7. Your a deep thinker who happens to be romantic, gentle and sensitive. Seek someone who will love you as much as you love him, someone just as tender and generous. Be careful of those who will take advantage of your idealistic nature. <>
8. You are sophisticated and at the top of your game. Being confident, independent and very successful in your career. Some may see you as cold and detached. But, when you find the right guy, you can be quite passionate. <>
9. Creative, intuitive, and imaginative, these three words describe you best. You are also quite impulsive when it comes to love, making your love life unpredictable. You are also passionate and loyal. <>
in the snow, traced by blood...10/19/2005 06:01:00 PM
Sunday, October 16, 2005
no offense!!! no offense peeps! pramis!
nakakatawa kasi sya talaga!!! hahaha!!!
the story...
St. Peter was standing at the pearly gates when suddenly Albert Einstein appeared. St. Peter then asked Mr. Einstein “What is your business at the threshold of God’s loving eternity?” Mr. Einstein replied, “How may I enter heaven?” St. Peter replied, “Prove to me that you are really Albert Einstein.” Albert Einstein then requested a blackboard and a piece of chalk. With a snap of St. Peter’s fingers, a blackboard and a piece of chalk were at hand. Mr. Einstein then began scribbling different mathematical formulas, equations and theorems explaining the theory of relativity and the mysteries of the universe. Impressed by this, St Peter then said “You are truly Mr. Albert Einstein and you may enter heaven.”
An hour later Pablo Picasso appeared before St. Peter at the pearly gates. St. Peter then asked Mr. Picasso, “What can I do for you at the threshold of God’s loving eternity?” Mr. Picasso then asked “How may I enter heaven?” “Prove to me that you are Pablo Picasso,” St. Peter commanded. Mr. Picasso swiftly picked up the chalk left by Mr. Einstein then began violently turning and re-arranging the mathematical scribbles of Mr. Einstein on the blackboard into Les Demoiselles d’ Avignon, Guernica, and works of Cubist and Surrealist influence. And to conclude his masterpiece, he drew a surrealist version of St. Peter’s face out of the chaos on the blackboard. St. Peter was stunned and remarked “You are truly Mr.Pablo Picasso, and you may enter heaven!”
A few minutes later, a young man appeared before St.Peter and asked right away how he can enter heaven. St. Peter then proceeded to ask the young man, “Who are you?” With his chin up and arms crossed, the young man replied “ I’m a proud Green Archer basketball player.”
“Just like Albert Einstein and Pablo Picasso, prove to me that you are really a Green Archer basketball player,” St. Peter commanded. With his head tilted and eyebrows curled, the young man asked “Who is Albert Einstein and Pablo Picasso?” At that moment, the hosts of heaven began singing Halleluia while the pearly gates flung open. St. Peter was almost speechless but he did tell the young man, “Truly, you are what you claim you are, you may enter heaven.”
in the snow, traced by blood...10/16/2005 01:14:00 PM
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
hay... sorry ulit...nagyon lang ako nakapag-post....
dami papers!
buti tapos na ang sem...unofficially...hay
napasa ko na lahat ng requirements, kaso...
math ang problema ko. pesteng finals.
hay...nakakatamad.
in the snow, traced by blood...10/12/2005 06:51:00 PM
Saturday, October 01, 2005
hell week(s) hay grabe... tagal ko ring di nakapag-post. busy e....sunod-sunod na long tests at finals! ewan ko ba... nung thursday, sept.29, english 2 finals. 10-11:30 am. grabe nakakadugo ng utak! 4 questions lang, 25 points each naman! tapos yung bonus question 5 pts lang! ainako...tapos gagawan pa namin ng thematic paper ang 100 years of solitude...hay...tapos 1:00-2:30 pm ng thursday din iyon, soc sci third long naman! nakakadugo din ng utak...naubusan na ng ako ng dugo e...=) tapos friday, sept.30, dalawa uli. kasaysayan ng pilipinas 2nd long. ang hirap grabe! brain cells naman ang nawala sakin. peste. 10:00-11:30 am din yun. tapos 1:00-2:30 din yung bio. second long din. ang hirap...wahh!!! sabi nga pala ng butihing teacher namin sa bio, may 3 exams kami. 2 long tests saka isang finals. sabi nya, pag pasado ka daw sa 2 long exams, exempted ka na sa finals. (yey!) tapos pag bagsak ka, di ka na qualified na mag-finals. labo 'no? pano kaya makakabawi...ainako.ewan. tapos oct.1, saturday, math naman. trigon. wala akong masabi. basta pamatay sya. o baka naman ako lang nahirapan. kasi yung isang katabi ko 102% sa isang long test namin. alien. hay... tapos mahahaba pa yung papers. buti nga in-extend yung deadline eh. 15-20 pages sa kas, 10+ pages sa english. hay... hehe...
in the snow, traced by blood...10/01/2005 07:01:00 PM
wants:
a set of faber-castell 48 classic colour pencils or crayola 64 colors
endless supply of c1 and c3 pilot gtec pens
solitude and silence, power and prestige
current loves:
manga: vampire knight, shinshi doumei cross, ludwig kakumei
anime: cardcaptor sakura, vampire knight, kiniro no corda~primo passo
edibles: fishball, palabok, iced tea, coke zero
characters: kaname kuran, zero kiryu, eriol hiiragizawa, laures
delinquent student
certified instant coffee gourmand
caffeine dependent
sleep monster
no fashion sense
