winter melody

colors!

2009-04-15T21:24:00.002+08:00

PURPLE- feeling a little lonely.
WHITE -having problems.
GREEN- just relaxing.
YELLOW- addicted to candy.
PINK- feeling so happy.
GRAY- having a boring time.
BLACK- craving for chocolate.
AQUA- hyper hyper.
ORANGE- not in love.
SKY BLUE-calm.
RED- happy because the person you love loves you back.
GRAY- you like someone.
MAGENTA- heart broken.
BROWN- the person you like doesn't like you.
PEACH- you're not bored. you got a lot of fun activities to do.
GOLD- saving money for this vacation.
"CHOCOLATE"- you're really in love and you can't stop thinking about the person you love.
HOT PINK- you feel hot.
BLUE- you like someone but you don't know how that someone feels about you..

2009-01-24T13:56:00.001+08:00

finally, a post!

pero tingin ko naman ay wala namang nagbabasa nito, so i can put whatever i want here. yippee.

tonikaku,
so many things happened already.

kala ko gagraduate na ko di pa pala.delayed na ko.i dropped my program's terminal course (p.s.199)

uh-huh.so 3 units lang ako next sem.nakakahinayang naman.

but i have plans to work...guess where...?
sa gobyerno!

i will be applying for the end of march civil service exam,pro level. i should be able to make it, but it must be my disproportionate arrogance talking.

delayed ako.so what?gagraduate pa rin ako.

"i will graduate on time, no matter how long it takes." sabi nga nung isang t-shirt with beerkada art.(aside: i love kikomachine. beerkada is corny.)

i think kaya ko pa naman e, but it was the prof--dr.--who gave up on me.for so many stupid reasons. remember this: di porke mataas ang IQ mo mataas na din ang EQ mo. hindi laging positive ang relationship at more than zero ang slope ng regression line.

well, s/he can go to hell for all i care. hindi ko hahayaang masira ang buhay ko dahil sa kanya. marami pa kong pangarap, and i know this is mild compared to what the future may bring in the field that i have chosen. ganun talaga e. some people you like, some people you don't. some people like you, some people don't. pero huwag nya namang gawing ganun ka-obvious ang kanyang abnormalidad. wag syang namemersonal.

i should forget about it already. nakuha ko na ang pirma nya, ibibigay ko na lang sa kanya ang dropping slip, then voila! s/he's out of my life. makakapag-concentrate na ko sa iba ko pang subjects.

anyway, moving on...

kung gusto nyo bumili ng bargain food na safe naman, sa isetann kayo bumili. mura at mura at mura. madalas buy one take one. i should know.

excited na kong magfield trip sa lian(tama ba?), batangas. sea grass! corals! fish! for under a half grand! woo!waw exciting.

3-day sale sa sm west sa jan30, jan31, feb1! wee! sana meron ulit nung P500 na mp3 player. waa.

kailan magse-sale uli ng manga ang nbs? argh!

may plano akong magbukas ng isa pang blog to help aspiring law students. syempre titingnan ko muna kung papasa ako diba. magfifeeling na naman ako.

anime/manga recommendations:
kiki's delivery service (movie--excellent! pinanood namin sa hapon11 class after exam)
special a
vampire knight + vk guilty
code geass
shakugan no shana
zettai heiwa daisakusen
akagami no shirayuki-hime

post-lae rants

2008-11-27T12:30:00.001+08:00

wat da hell is svengali? xanadu? zing? tedium vitae?

wat is your idea of law?

wat da hell!

---

rants. hehe.

tinatamad akong magblog ng mahaba e. hehe. suri

2008-10-04T12:59:00.000+08:00

wee

a long overdue post

2008-09-12T18:07:00.000+08:00

ah, long overdue post.

haha, grabe sobrang overdue.

tapos na ang midterms. tapos na ang reporting stints. finals naman, starting next week.

ayayaya.

hmm.

kakabasa ko lang ng vampire night volume 4. ang gwapo ni kaname grabe woo! kaname, drink my blood! oops, di pwede.

kaname, i’ll drink your blood!

wee!

ayan. anong gusto nyo, manga or acads?

ako gusto ko manga muna syempre.

wee. grabe. vol2 of 10 pa lang ang natatapos ko sa main work ko, entitled season chronicles/kisetsu nendaiki/kn. wee. argh. nakaplot na sya pero ang hirap mag-isip ng mga scenarios. argh. or rather, me sumisingit na iba. me sumingit na isang idea. parang kn prequel pero di tungkol dun sa main characters, pareho lang sila ng school.
so kn prequel---collection of short stories/manga. kumpleto na yung story---sa isip ko pa lang. hehe.

(saan ba makakabili ng toning paper?! hindi yung sa pc ah…..kasi ang astig talaga eh…teka nawawala na naman ako sa line of thought nitong post na to. mamaya na ulet)

ayun. so kumpleto na yung first of 3 stories. hrmm. pero di ko maidrowing., waa. namamaga yung mga daliri ko at di ko alam kung bakit. ergh. waa. tapos wala pa akong idea dun sa other 2 stories. meron nang isa pero half-baked pa lang.

tapos me sumingit na namang idea. naisip ko sya pagkatapos ko magbasa ng vampire knight. tungkol sa isang babaeng walang magawa at isang vampire. wee. di ko din sya maidrowing kasi di ako marunong magdrowing ng vampire na nangangagat. wee. pano kaya yun.

argh, masyadong maraming ideas!

ah. yung toning paper nga pala. kasi diba sa manga, me shading. tapos yung me effects pa na mga sparkle sparkle, yung mga bulaklak, yung sand and wind effects. basta alam nyo na yun pag nagbabasa kayo ng manga. mas marami nun sa shoujo manga. hehe. gusto ko nun! kasi yung nabili kong how to draw manga na book (p100 sa national wee!) me toning techniques. matrabaho sya grabe. parang magdodrowing ka muna, tapos ipatong mo yung toning paper sa drowing, then ika-cut mo sya ayon sa kung san gusto mo i-shape. imagine coloring your drawing with a carbon paper, parang ganun. gusto ko sana itry pero wala nun sa national! peste! sa japan lang ata meron nun.

[trivia: 40% ng published materials sa japan ay manga. wee!]

arrgh!

nood nga pala kayo ng fate stay night. maganda yun.

- - - -

ok. acads naman. di naman actually acads. hehe. wala lang. nung sabado (kasi me saturday class ako, 9-12) nilibre kami ng lunch ng prof ko. ansaya saya.
ganito ang nangyari:

tapos na ang klase namin at nag-uusap kaming 4 na magkakagroup:

sir: gusto nyo maglunch?
[tinginan kami]
grpmate1: sige sir!
sir: o sige tara, 4 lang naman kayo e.
grp: yaay!
[tapos lumabas kami ng rum]
sir(pabulong): anak ng tokwa may tatlo pa pala dito.
[meron ngang 3 classmates sa labas, nag-uusap din]
classmate1 to group: ui san kayo?
grpmate2: maglilibre daw lunch si sir
classmates: ui sama kami!
sir: o sige sama na kayo.
classmates: yaay!
[tapos me dumating din na 1 pang classmate na galing sa cr]
classmate4: ui san yan? sama!
[edi sumama din sya]
[tapos nung palabas na kami me nakita pa si sir na 2 kakilala nya]
sir: o gusto nyo maglunch? tara sama na kayo!
2 boys: o sige sir!

ayun. hehe. buti na lang malaki sasakyan ni sir. hehe. sa mang jimmy’s kami kumain, pangmaramihan kasi dun e. dati me unlimited rice offering sila. ngayon wala na. hehe. basta nilibre kami ni sir. asteeg. Wee.

paboritong teacher ko na sya ngayon hehe.

2008-05-27T16:09:00.001+08:00

kaname: "because my most important girl has been bitten by another guy."

kaname to zero: "you are lucky taht you can protect the girl you love."

waa...anong chapter ko ba malalaman na magkapatid sila yuuki at kaname? uwaa!!!

hmm.

2008-05-18T20:29:00.000+08:00

ahh..the bad bad ways of the bad. =)

dapat nag-aaral ako ng psych pero hindi. i am reading vampire knight. i can’t keep my eyes off it! manga or anime, ok lang! kya! argh! release chapter 40! speed up subtitling episodes! fulfill my cravings or you will experience my bloody wrath…warrr!!!

anyway…i’m so glad na di na ko magfa-finals sa span. yaay! woo! wonderful! subarashii!

at tanggap na ako. woo. i am leaving my dark past for an even darker future..woo! haha. kung ano-ano na lang pinapasok ko…waa…

mahirap magdrowing. waa. anyway, tapos ko na ang volume 1 ng aking manga. a grand total of 80 pages…waaw…2 chapters lang yun ng regular manga. waa! e ang hirap magdrowing e! i put in about 20 hours for pencil sketches. 20 hours! kya! but it was worth it, I think… woo… magpapahangin lang muna ako sandali. ahehe. ayoko lang na habang nasa proseso ako ng pag-i-ink ay may makita akong mali, o panget sa drowing ko..pwede ba. hindi naman sya maganda e, pero ang saya ng feeling na nakikita mo na sa papel yung fruits ng imagination mo, kesa ikaw lang nakakaisip. pero me time pa ba ako na ituloy yung story? ang hirap magdrowing at limited lang time ko. sabagay, no deadlines, no time pressure, just draw. woo.

kala mo naman kung sino akong magaling. ahaha.

uh-huh. ano pa ba?

i wanna sleep.

2008-05-18T20:10:00.002+08:00

aaarrgh! punyeta ang crs!

woops...bago may magcensor sa akin dyan, pag-aralan muna natin ang etymology ng word na punyeta.

ang punyeta po ay...cuffs (?) sa espanyol. basta yung nakatupi sa dulo ng iyong long-sleeved na polo o blouse (me t-shirt na ba nung unang panahon?). lagi daw kasing pinapalo ng mga bilasang espanyol ang mga pilipino sa ulo at ang lagi nilang nakikita ay yun nga...kaya naging masama ang connotation ng punyeta.

punyeta ka! o me masama ba dun?

ang shucks po ay hindi pang-sosyal na exclamation, me masama din po itong pinanggalingan. alam nyo na naman siguro kung san nanggaling ang susmaryosep at jeez. pleeeessseee.

hrmm...kung me alam pa kayong ibang etymology ay ikwento nyo sa akin para maitama natin ang mali. wee.

a basta. ayun. punyeta ang crs dahil binigyan nya ako ng apat na subjects na di ko gusto at conflict ang schedules at hindi tao ang profs. blergh. punyeta. woo.

anyway, yaay...tapos na ang summer! woo! woo!

ngayon na kinalimutan ko na ang dark past at ang yellow orange na building na yun...kailangan ko naman harapin ang isa pang darker future---polsci na po ako, mga kaibigan---at isa pang future na kailangan ko pang paghandaan...sa sobrang kadiliman nya ay wala akong maaninag...waaw, ang lalim.

ayun. basta kailangan ko na maghanap ng maaplayang law schools. yung mura lang o libre ang application fee ha! woo!

2008-05-14T19:46:00.001+08:00

2008-05-12T21:03:00.002+08:00

ahh...ang sarap ng di na magfa-finals. kahit dos lang ako sa span 11 ok lang yun!

waii...vampire knight is so...beautiful...kaname, suck my blood and i'll suck yours. woo!

super delayed post

2008-05-02T21:37:00.001+08:00

kya! bagong post!

yaay . . . new blogskin under renovation. sayonara, hitsugaya-kun! hindi sa ayoko na sa yo pero parang ganun na nga. hehe. make way for kaname-sama! woo!

ahh…ang saya mag-summer. oo araw-araw yung pasok pero 4 weeks lang! 4 weeks! oo weekly ang exams pero 4 weeks lang! waa, bakit kasi di ako nagsummer dati pa. waa. waa.

ano ba sinummer ko ngayon. psych101 at span 11. wekeke.

(oo na late na tong post na to kasi 1 week na lang at tapos na ang summer. hehe.)

ayun. psych at span.

yung psych, ok lang. sayang at di kami magig experimental subjects nung psych majors. o psycho majors. haha. ansaya daw nun e. waa. pero masaya pa din yung psych. ayoko lang nung nanood kami ng tungkol sa child development, yaak…me childbirth part. eww. kadiri, me nanganganak. eww. saka yung parapsychology part (telekinesis, clairvoyance, telepathy) ay di masyadong indepth ang discussion. blehh. sayang.

yung span, ok lang din. sleeptime. haha. uy hindi. yung profesora namin ay may third eye, fourth at fifth. yung fourth at fifth ay dahil nakasalamin sya. wehh corny. woo. oo. pero nakakatakot sya. haha. isa syang mystic. nakakapagpredict ng future, nakakapagdiagnose kung me tumor ka na o wala, pinagpapakitaan ng mga santo, at nakikipag-usap sa multo. me edad na sya. hmm. bagay sa kanya yung abilities nya. haha. woo. hmm, ano pa ba. basta.

tapos minsan may dumating sa klase namin (note: not invited…no invitado) na mga misyonero. alam nyo yun, yung nagpepreach…basta ganun. tapos nagkataon na taga-colombia pala sila. edi nagespanyulan na sila nung prof. woo. alam nyo yung nosebleed diba? english pa lang yun. ang nagyari sa klase namin malala. mega nosebleed. oo mega. hindi lang sailong lumalabas yung dugo, pati sa mata, sa tenga, sa bibig. talo pa naaksidente. bumaha ng dugo. woo.

kyaa.

ang kyut kyut mo talaga eriol!

waa! gusto ko na mapanood vampire knight!

ang hirap gumawa ng manga. waa.

2008-04-29T21:00:00.002+08:00

uh huh.

it seems i was mistaken.

yaay. pwede pala.

wait for the results.

oi b-chan, galingan mo sa trabaho! ganbatte!

hoy pauline, kapeng barako ko ha.

oi karai! me chapter 39 na rin sa mangatraders! at me episode 3 na daw! kyaa!

2008-04-29T20:52:00.001+08:00

argh.

di ko na ata mapapalitan skin ko.

ang arte ng blogger! ang ganda pa naman nung vampire knight skin.

chikushou!

2008-04-24T18:30:00.000+08:00

kya kya kya.

sa sabado na lang ulet.

ang kyut kyut talaga ni eriol. woo!

unholy holy week

2008-03-23T19:05:00.002+08:00

haha. syempre imbes na nagrereview ako nung holy week ay nanonood lang ako ng barbie as rapunzel at camera cafe special sa 7.

i want to watch hana kimi (both versions)! pero di pwede.

bilisan sana ang paggawa sa ouran jdorama.

eto lang.

natutulog ako sa kwarto ng lola ko.
e ang lola ko ay nag...um, nag-se-second childhood na.
(kwento ng kapatid ko)
edi ayun nga natutulog daw ako.
nakita ako ng lola ko.
sabi daw:
"lalaki ba ito?"
kapatid ko: "hindi po" sabay tawa.
lola: "me anak na ba ito?"
"wala po."
"e asawa?"
"wala po."
"edi binata pa ito?"

wala lang.

2008-03-19T12:52:00.002+08:00

uh huh.

am typing this while downloading the pieces for the first selection (the concours in la corda d'oro/kin'iro no corda).

ahh, gusto ko pa manood ng musical animes. waan. may try beck, and nana. hmm.

holy wednesday na, at unholy holy weekend ang dadalubong sa akin. 4 exams, literally na sunod-sunod. uh-huh. saya. then two papers and another exam. siguro swerte na ko nito. haha.

kailangan ko pang pumunta sa iba-ibang lugar. ang hirap magshift. pero kelan ko isisingit ang pagpunta sa upm? huh? huh?

must go to other nbs bookstores to resume manga-hunting. so far my best buys are dnangel and paradise kiss. oh, also saiyuki. i think.

ahh...the bestest is you higuri. darn. naligaw lang siguro yun.

hayy. sabi ng prof ko pag magbo-blog ka daw ay dapat yung interesante naman yung nakalagay, hindi yung puro tungkol sa sarili mo lang. keke. hehe. sabagay wala namang nagbabasa nito. haha.

e anong ilalagay ko?

eto nalang. quote from one of my profs.

"o sige wala na tayong class ngayong valentines. baka sabihin nyo sobrang sama ko naman. ok na sa akin ang masama, wag lang sobrang sama."

walang sense. haha.

pesteng post

2008-02-22T17:46:00.006+08:00

woohoo.

wala lang. di naman ako masaya e. gusto ko lang magpost. wala ring kwenta ang post na ito. hehe. wala lang. katatapos lang ng isa kong exam. at naibigay na ang bloobook sa math. badtrip. less than 90% ako! di ko matanggap. waah. ainako.

haha. nasa up computer center ako ngayon. badtrip. dati nasa 120-150 kbps ang download speeds nila, ngayon 10-20 kbps na lang. badtrip talaga. ano dinadownload mo? tinatanong pa ba yan? syempre manga! please read seimaden! but remember that laures is mine! mine! mine! hilda/ellis must die!

visit mangatraders.com for direct downloads in .zip and .rar formats, and mangarooter.com for free online manga reading.

ja ne! woo!

pics

ahh

2008-02-07T22:08:00.001+08:00

bakit ayaw ma-save ang bago kong skin? ahh!

ahh!

2008-02-07T22:04:00.000+08:00

ajoo!

anoder post huh?

me sipon ako ngayon. wala lang. haha. woo.
marami nang nakapagsabi sa akin na mas maganda ang boses ko kapag may sipon ako.

huh? huh!

ah ganon ha.

woo.

next.

waa. tapos ko na yung season 1 ng saiunkoku monogatari. waa! i love seiran-chan! now i love ryuuki-chan too! mattaku, bakit ganun yung dalawang yun? sinasaktan lang nila ang mga sarili nila. tch. kasalanan ni shuurei, masyado siyang makasarili. grr. sayang si sakujun huh. imagine yourself killed by someone you love. uh-huh.

eigetsu-kun, you’re da best! woo! eigetsu-kourin pairing! woo!

“ikanaide. onegai.” – kourin

waa! waa!

new manga i found: seimaden. waa! chikushou! ang gwapo ni laures! kala ko wala nang aabot pa sa level ni zagato-dono (note: ganung style, as in long dark hair and beautiful, beautiful face, fair skin, and all black/dark/violet clothing, not to mention the air of evilness…woo!)..but then i found laures! woo! laures-dono, anata ga suki desu. woo! pati si tetiyus-sama (a demon drawn as an angel), ang gwapo! woo! such beautiful men! woo!

[pasensya kayo, mahal na mahal ko ang hapon. keke]

waan.

acads. woo. busy for the next 2 weeks. pero syempre isisingit ko pa rin ang anime/manga. woo!

pwede nang basahin!

2008-01-07T22:50:00.000+08:00

wahoo! panibagong post.

waan. sobrang outdated na to.

paalala ulit. mas masaya kung ika-copy paste nyo ito sa word at dun nyo babasahin. pramis.

ayan. imbes na gumagawa ako ng pesteng report sa 150 o kaya sa 178 o gumagawa ng paper sa 150 o kaya sa 160 o nag-aaral para sa hapon 10 quiz (kuwiizu no chikushou!) at long test o nagbabasa ng nosebleed na readings sa 180 ay gumagawa ako ng post. hindi dahil sa mahal ko kayo (haha. wala naman kasing nagbabasa ng blog na ito e. keke). wala lang. gusto ko lang. to record my thoughts for posterity. makadagdag sa internet websites. para may magawa (kahit marami pang dapat at mas pressing, mas urgent na gawain). para masanay magtype (yun yun!). haha. 25 words per minute lang to pare. astig. okey. mamaya iwo-wordcount ko to at icocompute ang no. of hours and no.of pesos wasted. kinse per oras to pare. woo.

randomizer…on!

kanina ay pumunta ako sa sm. waa. at syempre saan pa ang tuloy ko? edi sa booksale! asteeg me clearance sale sila. whee. ang tuwa ko ay agad napalitan ng sakit ng loob dahil masyado akong maraming nakitang libro…na hindi ko kayang bilhin! waah! ang sama-sama ng loob ko, waah. ni isa di ko kayang bilhin. waah. maraming john grisham! dalawang anne rice! lisa kleypas! linda lael miller! wahh. wahh. teka. oo tama. walang sheldon. wahh. wahh. rare na pala ang sheldon ngayon. waa. waa.

whoops. kumakalat na naman ang direksyon ng thoughts ko. whoo. isa isa lang pare koy.

sheldon. waan. hmm. 12/19 read. hmm. ilan pa ba ang kailangan ko? teka. mailista nga ang mga sheldon. hmm.

in no particular order. articles at the beginning, i omitted.

1. doomsday conspiracy --- nag-iisang book na lalaki ang totoong bida

2. naked face

3. sands of time --- hmm. gusto ko nang magmadre

4. stars shine down -- cool

5. tell me your dreams --- triple personality disorder

6. other side of midnight --- tragic. idol ko si costa demiris!

7. memories of midnight --- bad sequel nung una

8. master of the game --- astig si kate

9. stranger in the mirror --- mas tragic

10. nothing lasts forever --- medical drama. sort of. woo!

11. rage of angels --- my favorite! yaan!

12. windmills of the gods --- cool. romania! dracula!

13. bloodline --- ang ganda ng pangalang rhys

14. morning, noon and night --- legal drama. woo

15. if tomorrow comes --- asteeg

16. sky is falling --- makalaglag-upuan

17. are you afraid of the dark

18. best laid plans --- unfair.

ayan. 15 na pala nabasa ko. me dalawa pa. erm. isa na lang pala. erm. wala na pala. keke. =) ano kaya yun? hmm. nag-iimbento na naman siguro ako. hrmm.

waa. sabi ng aking idol na si jessica zafra, drivel daw si sheldon. gusto kong isipin na nagiging sarcastic lang sya. waan. basta. rare book na pala ikaw sheldon ha! ikaw, bat ka ganyan? huh? huh?

me nakita nga pala ako minsan na dalawang (2! 2!! 2!!!) sheldon books. hardbound (!!!). p180 each. ano nga ba ang mga title nun? hmm. stars shine down at sky is falling. waa. ahaha. sumasakit na naman ang dibdib ko pag naaalala ko yun. waa. waa.

ayan. speaking of rare books. meron akong foucault’s pendulum by umberto eco. asteeg, 95 lang. wahaha. intersting yung title no? sige subukan mong basahin.

nung una kong binasa yun, para lang me mapaglipasan ng oras. iniintay ko yung new year e. yee. haha. astig. pinilit ko hanggang page 30 .woo. wooh! grabe pramis. new learning experience. fireworks in your head! subukan nyong basahin. astig to pare. sige. pramis. you have my endorsement, encouragement, watever.

wee.

onga pala. sa booksale isetann-recto branch ay may manga. woo! p140 each. yung naabutan ko ay samurai deeper kyo, 2 vols at isa pang shoujo na panget ang drawing at saber marionette. wala lang. keke.

next. randomizer on!

new year!

erm. christmas muna.

hmm. wala namang espesyal na nangyari. kumain lang ako at dumoble ang weight ko. woo.

ah! onga pala. umattend lang ako ng kasal na di ko kilala kung sino ang kinakasal. pramis. pramis nga e. ainako. as in. sumama lang ako sa tita ko tapos yun. waan. haha. astig no. asteeg.

new year!

yaan. haha. imbes na mag-aral ako sa bakasyon (2 reports, 2 quizzes, 2 papers, 1 long exam, 1 recitation coming up!) [haha. asa. bakasyon nga e.] ay nagmarathon lang kami ng mga pinsan kong poga ng sci-fi movies.

star wars 4-6 (di ko pa napapanood yung 1-3. asteeg.). waa. may the force be with you. woo. astig pala si yoda. at gusto ko yung porma ni darth vader, woo! astig yung swirling black cape nya. woo. astig pramis. i want! i want! gusto ko din ng light saber/laser sword. woo. ang panget ni princess leia. panget pati si luke skywalker. ugh. si harrison ford (really really young) secondary hero lang. arr. still. ang panget ng dialogue. masyadong wordy. mas bagay sa libro. waa. pero ok yung espesyal epeks nya ha. pwede na para sa isang pre-2000s film. woo.

darth vader: i am your father.

luke: you wish

ngekk. imbento. haha. kung di nyo naaalala sa harry potter po ynag line na yan. isipin nyo kung anong book o movie. haha.

harry potter 4. waa. di ko natapos. haha. haha, steeg. kamukha talaga nung dati kong kaklaseng bakla si viktor krum. woo. ang naabutan ko lang na part ay yung yule ball. saka yung 2nd na task, whichever came lastest. woo. haha.

death note eps 5-13. i got deathnote without expecting it, and i got less deathnote than what i wanted. waa. walang sense yung enggless ko. waa. basta. asteeg si l! mas gusto ko na si l kesa kay raito. kasi naman bat ganun ang itsura nya. ainako. hmm. gupitan mo lang (o kahit suklayan and some gel) at tanggalin yung eyebags at lagyan ng kilay (!!!) si l pwede na sya. wee! wee! woo. chess game! chess game! i want a death note! kahit na me aaligid-aligid sa akin na kamukha ni ryuk o ni rem ok lang. small price tp pay. woo! death note!

i hate misa amane. arr.

[napunta na rin lang tayo sa death note ay sasabihin ko na ang plano ko. waa. papalitan ko na ang aking skin! tugsh. blogskin! death note skin! kaso ang hirap mamili e. waa. saka sayang yung skin ko, waa, tou-chan! wag mag-alala, syempre anjan pa rin yung snow. yee]

ayan. tutal nasa anime na tayo, itutuloy ko na. waa. natuklasan ko ang saiunkoku monogatari/color cloud palace/tale of the many-colored cloud (wateber). natuklasan ko ang ginyu mukoshiroku meine liebe. natuklasan ko ang ludwig kakumei, zodiac p.i., fairy cube, wild my prehistoric protector, gals, and more manga!. waa. waa. waa. hinihigop ako ng anime world! and i’m liking it! yaa!

saiunkoku monogatari. yaan. astig yung opening. mas madrama pa sa opening ng fushigi yuugi, pero astig yung instrumentals. yaan. at syempre, tulad ng mga tradisyon ng reverse-harem animes, mukhang tanga na naman yung bidang babae (kou shuurei). at syempre astig yung bida. yung emperor, si shi ryuuki (light brown hair). at yung ubod ng gwapong si seiran (lavender hair). waa seiran i lab yoo! waa. hanggang episode 5 pa lang ako e (5 of 39 for season 1, another 39 for season 2). meron pa, si li kouyuu (blue hair) at si lan shuuei (black hair). ainako. nababadtrip na naman ako.

[teka. puro reverse-harem ang mga shoujo anime na gusto ko ngayon a? ouran. wallflower. meine liebe. saiunkoku. alice gakuen? hehe. baket. marami din namang cute dun a. yee =) ]

hoy shuurei. di kayo bagay ni seiran. una, masyado syang gwapo para sa yo. sakin lang sya! mine! mine! pangalawa, height gap. nuff said. pangatlo, age gap! puleeze. he’s 26, you’re just 16! saka helloww, yung level nyo no. as in ikaw 5000 meters below sea level at siya, andun sa level ng palasyo ni kamisama. as in you know, kamisama. sa dragonball, duhh. go away shuurei! seiran is mine! mine! kay ryuuki ka na lang! waa. nooo. kahit kay ryuuki di ka bagay. magtanim ka na lang ng kamote. waa.

meine liebe. what can i say. kaori yuki characters. brother complex. lima sila ha, lima. plus isang loli-shota cute boy. apat sa anim na yun ay gusto ko. waa. can’t decide between orpherus(orphe-chan!) and ludwig(lui-chan!, err, lui-sama, no, lui-dono!), naoji (nao-chan!) and eduard (ed-chan!). syempre mukhang tanga na naman yung bidang babae. go away erika clause! you are not fit to touch the hem of their robes! away! shoo!

manga. well. effort magbasa (1 volume per hour, puleeze). pero it’s worth it. yaa. eto website: www.mangatraders.com. punta kayo ha. yaan. basta. nanliliit ako pag nakikita ko kung gano sila kagaling magdrowing. yahaha. hmm. hmm.

yaa. kailangan ko pang magrestock. kailangan ko ng harukanaru toki no naka de hachiyoshou, weiss kreuz/knight hunters, super gals, school rumble, x-1999, saiunkoku season 2 (pero di pa tapos e. waan), death note movies, akazukin chacha, btx neo, xxxholic, meine liebe season 2, bleach! waa!

onga pala. ibabalik na uli (for the nth time ang ghost fighter. steeg. pwede fast forward? yung pinakita si jericho da big version na iba yung costume (yung di lang red at blue, yung me white? naaalala nyo pa ba yun?) at saka yung raisen arc na? pwede? ha? o kaya ibalik nyo ang, hmm, knight hunters!

meron na nga rin palang rurouni kenshin sa 23, english version. 8pm ata. yee.

at syempre, waw, naruto shippuuden. astig. di ko maaabutan diba.

kamusta din naman yung remi. waa. alam ko me crush ako dun e. must see him.

ibalik nyo kaya ang mga sumusunod para masaya (kesa naman nag-aaway kayo tungkol sa ratings. please lang ha.)

-- georgie (i want this!)

-- akazukin chacha (i miss this)

-- wedding peach (girly, pero ok lang)

-- btx at btx neo (fou-sama! hokuto-sama!)

-- knight hunters –all seasons sana, including side b at gluhen (aya!!! the opening song! aya!!!)

-- sailormoon (mamumulubi ako pag binili ko ang siguro aabot ng 300 episodes including movies, specials, ovas. pwede wag na isama ang live action? pwede?)

-- saiyuki (i wanna watch, waan)

waa. anime!

eto naman. acads. haha. woo. nagquiz kami sa hapon 10. katakana. woo. astig. haha. giveaway nga sya e. pero di para sa kin. woo. kasi di nag-aral nung bakasyon e (helloww, bakasyon nga nohh?). haha. sabi pa naman ng teacher “if yo do not get that perfect then there’s something wrong with you already!” steeg. so there’s something terribly wrong with me then. woo. banzai! banzai! me isa pang quiz at me long test pa. woo. banzai! banzai! banzai!

tapos me report pa sa 178. woo. woo.

tapos me report sa 150. tapos paper. woo. woo.

tapos me recitation sa 180 (lagi naman e, pag me klase). woo. woo.

tapos me paper sa 160. woo. woo.

pero nung friday,

magkwekwento ako.

first 2 subjects wala. woo. tapos hapon 10. woo. kuwizu no chikushou! waa. bagsak na quiz. haha. tapos me meeting ang dalawang group ko na may report dapat sa jan8. woo. isa lang inattendan ko. parehomg 1pm e. woo.

ang sarap ng lunch. wee. domo arigatoo gozaimasu, desi-chan. dewa mata! ki o tsukete ne. =)

tapos math 2. i gotta uno! woo! b-chan, i gotta uno! woo! yeah! i lab dis! i lab my pers lonq quiz! woo!

tapos 150 dapat. naghintay kami hanggang 4.30. tapos me dumating na tao. namigay ng excuse letter ni sir. waa. naoperahan daw si sir at sa jan15 na ang balik namin. woo! di ko mapigilan ang ngiti ko. woo. oo na masama na ko, alam ko na yun. keke. kasi naman e. reporter kami. keke. hehe. pati yung kagrupo ko abot tenga ang ngiti. oo na masama na ko. woo! hehe.

yaa.

hmm. ano pa ba? randomizer on!

ah. lantern parade. haha. kasama ko ang kapatid ko. presenting abby, ladies and gentlemen. namulubi lang naman ak odahil andami naming biniling pagkain. hehe. plus andami pang libro…waan. di ko tuloy natikman yung empanada ti iloko at khaleb shawarma. hay. nakita pa namin si rica peralejo at nagpapiktyur pa ang kapatid ko sa kanya. hindi ako no. sinong kukuha ng piktyur? sya? duhh.

anyway, ayun. ok naman ang lantern parade. ang panget ng sa “home college” ko. pinagpatong-patong na pet bottles, eww. walang kaeffort effort. ang saya nung sa solair, yung limang higante. syempre maganda yung sa fine arts, kailangan pa ba imemorize yan? ha? astig din yung rubik’s cube, haha. steeg.

pero da best pa rin yung fireworks display. woo. asteeg. woo. ganda. kahit 10 mins lang sya, kahit nangawit ang ulo ko, waa. ganda. steeg. salamat sa kaffa effseelon. natatandaan ko sila pa yung nagpa simulated exam sa (high) school namin e. na yung ginamit ay corect upcat reviewer. haha. at payat yung nagproctor samin. haha.

randomizer. no power. low batt. arr.

wala akong quotable quotes ng mga prof e (syempre bakasyon noh? duhh.) pero meron ako galing sa ubod ng galing na emcee (oo na masama na ako) sa isang sayawan

emcee:[introducing a muse’s escort]

“he is 17 years old of age and wants to be an arkitukt someday”

verbatim yan. woo.

o sige. haha. kumusta naman ang mga mata nyo? keke.

sana nga pala magtag kayo para di mag-expire yung tagboard. woo!

seen from a dragonball z poster:

“too hot to handle, too cold to hold."

woo. da bess.

unedited

2007-12-09T20:15:00.000+08:00

ahh.

kai kai kai.

december na, yay! nagsulputan na ang mga…erm…tents…teka parang mali, ayun, booths (!) sa paligid ng oval. yaay~! kailangan na ako bumili ng shawarma rice. waan. kanina den, may pailaw/fireworks display. badtrip may klase ako. badtrip pa lalo dahil sinara ni sir yung pinto. tsk.

ahh~! quiapo! must go to quiapo! last time na pumunta ako dun, merong saiunkoku monogatari, hunter x hunter, getbackers, paradise kiss, btx (kyaa!!! sana may neo din)… among other series. final fantasy movies! hwang jini! wenks. joke. eto talaga da best: beowulf at one more chance combo dvd. should have bought it. kaso la na ko pera. arr. waah. dapat loaded ka talaga o mawawasak ang puso mo. waah. wanna go to quiapo!

gusto ko na manood ng lantern parade. dapat meron na ha.

prof: “economics is the science of common sense…ang mga taga-econ mahilig sa mga models, feeling nila mga model sila.”

ahh.

randomness.

nakakaawa talaga si syaoran sa tsubasa chronicle. kahit anong gawin nya di na siya maaalala ni sakura. yet ginagawa pa rin nya lahat. waan~!

nung pinanood ko rin ang opening ng saiunkoku monogatari, ang lungkot din nung isa. waan. sabi kamukha daw yun ng fushigi yuugi e. lets see.

waan.

nalaro nyo na ba yung petals around the rose? turo nyo naman sakin yung secret o. suko na ko. waa!

yaay. i have been reborn.

2007-11-23T21:52:00.000+08:00

warning: long, long post. maglagay na ng pagkain sa tabi nyo. better yet, iprint para madaling basahin.

you have been warned.

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ayan!

yaay! post!

post post post!

ayoko ng online registration. mas gugustuhin ko pang maglakad sa manual reg, at least dun me kasiguruhan ka noh. saka di naman sya purong online e. nakapag-manual prerog nga ako e. saka nakakasayang yung pagpunta mo sa up. pupunta ka sa college mo at mag-eenlist ka for 15 minutes, tapos tapos ka na? ano naman yun?

teachers. masaya sila.

quotable quotes ng mga teachers:

[on student status] “ikaw, regular ka. sya special. so yung iba regular? special? parang siopao?”

[20-30 mins after start ng class] “i do not intend to keep you long here but if you insist…” (sabay tawa)

[southeast asia yung topic] “i’ve been to the spratlys! imagine that!”

[on his graduate studies] “i thought i could forget my math, but it keeps on haunting me, keeps on being a critical factor in my life! why do i need algebra to do my graduate studies?” (tama yun)

overheard habang naghihintay sa prof:

“hindi readings ang dadalhin mo e…song hits…kakanta ka ng songs of praise and worship…kasi nagyoyosi si sir…para makonsyensya.”

expounding on the fourth quote, i will now relate what happened in my favorite subject, math 2.

ganito yun. ang lahat ng bagay sa mundo ay may math. tulad na lang ng…pinya.

hindi nyo ba alam na may fibonacci sequence ang mga mata ng pinya?

kung nakalimutan nyo na, ang fibonacci sequence ay ganito: 1, 1, 2, 3, 5, 8, 13, 21…

[ok, for 0.5 pts derive the equation. for a bonus of 0.1pt prove the equation. use theorems wisely.]

may fibonacci sequence din sa pinecones, sa no. of strings ng spiderweb, sa sunflower, sa generations ng rabbits at ng bees, at iba iba pang bagay sa ibabaw ng mundo.

alam nyo rin ba na ang mga bee, kapag nakakita ng pagkain/nectar ay sumasayaw para ipaalam sa mga kasamahan niya kung nasaan ang pagkain?

meron pa syang avi movie sa powerpoint para lang ipakita sa amin ang bee dance (yes po. bee dance). excited na excited pa sya nung iki-click na nya yung movie. ok na sana e, sasayaw na dapat yung bee kaso hindi! naghang ang laptop! pasaway ang bee! nadisappoint sya sobra. tumawag ng ibang staff para magpaayos ng laptop (dahil di daw sya marunong) at di tinigilan ang avi na iyon hanggang di sumasayaw yung bee. astig. sumayaw nga. nag-otso-otso. pramis.

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continuation lang to.

hindi ko na alam kung san ako magsisimula. hindi ko na alam kung anong itutuloy ko. hehe.

random na lang.

meron akong prof na naninigarilyo. yeah. saya no? tapos nakalagay sa kanyang house rules na bawal manigarilyo. asteeg. kailangan lumabas ka ng klase “and pray that the dean does not catch you smokin”. cute. i encourage you read our house rules, once na matuto akong mag-upload ng file dito sa blog ko. eto pa. ang klase ko sa kanya ay mth 5:30-7pm. nag-iisa lang sya na klase ko tuwing mth. saya no?

sa klase ko sa kanya, pinag-introduce nya kami isa-isa. kailangan daw magkwento kami ng kakaiba. wag nyo na alamin yung sakin. alam nyo na yun e. hehe.

etong sa kaklase ko ang da best. ganito:

masaya daw siya dahil binigay lahat ng crs ang mga inenlist nyang klase. ang saya nya nun. edi ang dali ng enrolment. pagpasok daw nya sa mga klase nya, saka nya nalaman na…

….

pang-masteral na daw yung mga nakuha nyang subject.

astig.

e bakit ganun ang inenlist mo? sabi ni sir.

e kasi po konti lang ang demand, sabi ni lucky boy.

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math 2. astig. ang dalawang katabi ko (sa table/desk/group) ay puro lovelife nila ang pinag-uusapan habang si ma’am caring (yun daw ang tawag sa kanya e) ay nagdidiscuss ng least common multiples. oo, lcm. feeling ko tuloy nabalik ako sa elementary. maling math 2 ata ang napasukan ko. arr.

every meeting may assignment kami.

eto malupit. isang assignment namin ay division. changing fractions to decimals. huwag daw titigilan habang hindi nagpapakita ang mga periodic numbers (kung nakalimutan nyo na, eto yung merong bar sa ibabaw)

eto ang mga problem:

a. 500/35

b. 4671/34

c. 1122/38

madali lang yung a eh. 14.(285714) lang naman.

yung dalawa yung pamatay. sa letter b., 137.3(15 digits.) yung answer. 15 periodic digits! !@$#@^%$*! &*(^*&%$! %^&*^*(^! kulang yung 1 whole yellow pad para sa solution. gusto daw makita ni mam yung buong solution e. o ayan. sa c., naman, 29.10digits(10digits ule). !@$#@^%$*! &*(^*&%$! %^&*^*(^! solve to see for yourself.

continuing the math talk:

anong english ng tsismis? gossip? no.

sa math, ang tsismis ay conjecture. ayon kay caring.

oi b-chan, engeng conjecture. cute.

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quotable quotes ulet.

“the best political analysts are taxi drivers”

“yes, there’s a communist party in the united states…siguro sila-sila lang ang magkakakilala”

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alam kong ayaw nyo ng anime pero bahala kayo. hehe.

meine liebe. i want more! nabasa ko pa lang ang 2 volumes, and i want more! more! orpherus is the best! lui is the best! (dalawang best?) aww…orpherus, how far can you get? huh? huh? lui, how bad-looking can you get? kyaa! eduard, how long can you take it? naoji, how patient and kind…aww… camus, i want your powers! waa! must make another trip to quiapo to get the dvds. wahh!

gakuen alice. i want the last three episodes! to b-chan, you must see this:

yamato nadeshiko shichihenge: badtrip yung ending! bakit di nagkatuluyan sila kyohei at sunako? yung manga, yung first 7 volumes, mediocre yung drawing. pero alam ko gaganda yun sa mga susunod e. must see. wahh.

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may libreng concert sa up, kaso classical. waan. kelan nga ba? first friday of december, 7pm sa up theater. wanna watch. wahh.

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question for philo majors: prove to me that this (thing) exists. now.

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ayan. nabablangko na naman ako. arr.

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meron na akong hapon10! yaay!

at hindi sya madali. mas ok ako sa pronounciation, kaso hindi ko pa kabisado ang hiragana. arr. must study. waah.

hajimemashite.

watashiwa monmon desu.

firipin daigakuno san nen sei desu.

jyuushichisai desu.

doozo yoroshiku onegaishimasu.

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wala na ako maisip. arr.

updates sa aking mga math 2 groupmates. kanina lang, ang pinag-uusapan nila (dalawang babae nga pala sila, yung isa indian, yung isa pinay. wala lang.) ay ganito. yung indian girl (1, little 2, little 3 little indian...4 little 5 little 6 little indian...=) ay nirerelate nya ang first time nya with her boyfriend. hehe. may 10 pa daw yun, natandaan ko. hehe. yung isa naman ay nung monthsarry (meron ba talagang word na ganito?) nila nung boyfriend nya. close silang dalawang babae e. ako tahimik lang. kala mo nagno-notes. yun pala nagde-data gathering. hehe.

oo nga pala. ang lesson namin kanina ay addition, subtraction, multiplication at division of fractions. waat.

ehh

2007-10-28T10:08:00.000+08:00

ehh

yay!

2007-10-15T19:37:00.000+08:00

yay.

in the process of getting addicted to gakuen alice/alice academy.

basta ang masasabi ko ay bagay sila mikan at natsume. at bagay si ruka at hotaru. andou tsubasa is mine.

naligaw si kurei (flame of recca).

kya kya kya.

puro laugh lines na ang mukha ko.

onga pala. i've come up with a phrase that describes my face perfectly:
"terribly beautiful"
which means...
my beauty is terrible to look at. hehe.

damn crs.

oh yeah...

2007-10-12T12:12:00.000+08:00

the sem is over.

and i will be alone with kyle in da haus...

oh yeah.

(grades: nonexistent.hehe)

2007-10-02T16:40:00.000+08:00

kala ko makakalimutan ko na siya.

pero hindi pala.

peste.

nakakainis. napanaginipan ko pa siya. at muling nasilayan ang guwapo niyang mukha na kala ko nakalimutan ko na. siya yun. yung gwapong yun? siya yun.

yun nga lang, parang wala pa rin akong kuwenta sa kanya. pati ba naman sa panaginip ko? sana man lang, kahit sa panaginip lang, naging mahalaga ako sa kanya. sana lang.

pesteng math!

bakit 4 sections lang ang math 2? oi b-chan, gawan mo ng paraan toh!

at bakit walang rifle marksmanship? peste!

at bakit 7-8am lang ang tennis? peste!

pesteng crs! daming restrictions!

i'm in love!

2007-09-11T22:48:00.001+08:00

my god, i am in love.

he’s smart. handsome. cute. tall. fair. intelligent (a super genius!). innocent.charming. curious. caring. fascinating. adorable. a fast reader (i’m a fast reader too, but he’s way way faster than i am!). an artist (oil pastel). logical. mathematical. loyal. a fighter….and so on…

aww…i’m smiling yet again as i type this.

everytime i see him i’m wearing a goofy, very silly grin. ear-to-ear, honestly. and it does not look good on me, i promise. but what the hey! he makes me smile—grin! he’s so amusing, sometimes without intending to. he’s so innocent, i want to hug him and protect him from the evils of this world (reversal of roles eh?). he’s so intelligent, i want to touch my head to his and let osmosis do the rest. or at least stay with him all the time, it’s the same thing with osmosis. i want to be with him all the time. but it can’t be. we have to stick to our schedules, you know. the rest of the week, i think about him and eagerly anticipate the next time we meet.

i am so much in love.

presenting my current inamorato…

…

...

...

…

kyle.

he’s so sweet!

i love you kyle! [grins foolishly again]

for those who are out of reach, outside the earth, living in seclusion, have no signal, have no tv, don’t care…kyle is the star of the excellent tv series kyle xy. i have uploaded the pictures—you can see them below—so you know how he looks like. better yet, you watch him on studio 23 every wednesday, 8:30 pm. and be charmed. but beware, he’s mine. mine!

i can’t tell you the story thus far, it’s too complicated. kyle is a sixteen-year-old boy who awoke somewhere in washington and has no memory of his past whatsoever. no knowledge of anything. doesn’t know how to speak, to eat…he acts on instinct alone.he was taken into a shelter (or so it seemed) then taken home by a psychologist. he has lived with them (the psychologist mother, the intuitive father, the poor teenage girl, the normal american teenage boy) ever since (or at least until the fifth episode).

he’s so brilliant. he can recover computer files from crashed computers, answer difficult scientific-mathematical equations, slide his eyes down a page and the next and memorize everything. in the fifth episode he answered a high school entrance exam within 30 minutes and got full marks. he read the all the volumes of the world book encyclopedia in one day, plus some ten to twenty more books. wow. i wish i had your abilities, liebchen.

he also draws…uniquely. he rapidly taps the oil sticks on the paper until he makes a picture. his artwork is always designed on what he has seen, by the way. and the said picture is (almost) a perfect reproduction of the scene. really.

he has a love interest, by the way. and that’s me, haha. in the series, he falls for a girl that he first knew through the piano. he was walking down the garden when he heard beautiful music. so he went into the house where the music comes from and saw her. the girl turned around and was startled, so was he, and he ran out of the house. and the rest is history. but unfortunately the girl has a boyfriend. so my darling was heartbroken and he turned to me =). he was quite brave and admirable about it. he accepted it, thinking that the girl really belonged to the boyfriend. and that people and things belong to someone or some other thing. a naïve view, but he can’t help it. he has to interpret things as they look to him, because he had no memory, no knowledge of things beforehand. aww, so innocent my darling. he may be smart…he knows facts (he said it), but he asks questions like “why do people act like that?”

plus everytime he smiles, my heart constricts. he has a charming smile, charming in its innocence, in its sincerity. he smiles slowly and his face lights up.

ah, kyle. i am falling more and more in love with you everytime i see you. my heart broke when i learned that the series has currently only 33 episodes—10 for the first season and 23 for the second including a (gasp!) finale—and that it plans to be on hiatus until early 2008 (in america! what about the philippines? i must migrate! i must go to america!)…wahh. i was searching for the dvds in quiapo in vain. wahh. so if you are kind enough to give them to me, or at least tell me where i can buy them—original or otherwise (i can and will save for the original copies! just tell me where to buy!), i am forever grateful.

ahh kyle. wahh.

also, he seems to have a penchant for lying in bathtubs. well, if i have a bathtub, i would’ve lain on it long ago too. =)

n.b. his coloring somehow resembles that of tom cruise, my mild hollywood crush a long long time ago—first year high. i liked his looks on “the firm”…now, ergh. and the color of kyle’s eyes…i can’t make it out. sometimes they’re gray, sometimes green, sometimes blue. basta. see for yourself.

n.b. 2. i love kyle, not matt dallas. kyle. matt looks old. kyle has lines on his face that look charming, especially those on the outer sides of his eyes. hell, even the lines on his forehead are charming. however did matt manage to look that young?

my smile stretches from ear-to-ear as i watch him. my smile is much much wider the other days of the week, when i am foolishly recalling his amusing antics. then my smile degenerates into a frown when i realize that it will be some ___ days before i see him again. hey, have you met someone who could make you smile even when he’s not doing anything to make you happy? just the fact that he exists makes you very very happy…isn’t that something? =)

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yay! kyle xy tomorrow night! can’t wait!

kyle and family...

2007-09-11T22:45:00.000+08:00

kyle!

2007-09-11T22:38:00.000+08:00

matt dallas, ergh.

2007-09-11T22:34:00.000+08:00

bya-chan!

2007-08-30T19:20:00.000+08:00

yay!

2007-08-28T18:44:00.000+08:00

haha.

ansaya.

nakasakay ako sa jeep at yung aleng katapat ko ay may daladalang isang bungkos ng mga walis tambo. e trapik nun. sobra. hindi halos umaandar yung jeep. di sinasadyang napatingin ako sa ale. at ang ale naman ay walang-pakealam na pumitas ng isang branch (yung parteng pinangwawalis) sa kanyang walis tambo. inisa-isa nya yun na pinitas-pitas…anlabo. basta parang “he-loves-me-he-loves-me-not” action na walang dreamy look. kala ko nabobore lang sya. but no! nang isang string na lang ang natira, ginawa niya itong toothpick! ansakit ng tiyan ko noon sa kakapigil tumawa.

eto pa: nalaman ko na pwede pala umandar ang jeep na puno nang di nakastart yung makina at without the aid of tulak boys. oo pramis. cool.

isa pa: ang katapat ng isang memorial chapel ay isang comedy bar. at isang ktv bar. asteeg.

eto na nga pala ang mga pics ni byakuya! kyaa!

byakuya rules!!!

2007-08-21T18:57:00.000+08:00

kanina sa bleach ay muntik na ako atakihin sa puso dahil ang gwapo ni bya-chan!

kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

da best!

wahh! chire, senbonzakura!

ang gwapo gwapo nya habang nililigtas si rukia....wahh

and he did one of the things that urm...turns me on....kilig!

kailangan bang sobrang gwapo nya habang nagliligtas?
kailangan bang sobrang swabe nya palagi?
kailangan bang sobra syang graceful yet so masculine?
kailangan bang gwapo sya lagi?
at bakit mayaman na siya, gwapo pa, malakas pa, captain pa, at mabait pa?

wahh...

byakuya rocks!

pics! saka na. nawawala yung link. peste.

byakuya...kya! =)

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guwapo din naman si ichigo lalo na simula nung bount arc. hehe. pero da best si ishida (i do not like uryu or ametatsu...panget) sa dami ng lovelife. hehe.

galing sa e-mail

2007-08-21T18:53:00.000+08:00

wehehe. di ko pa naeedit e. hehe. kailangan pa ba imemorize yan?

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One day a girl asked her boyfriend,
”Why do you like me? Why do you love me?”

Her boyfriend answered:
I can't tell the reason. But, I really like you.”

SHE:

“You can't even tell me the reason? How can you say you like me? How can you say you love me?

HE:

I really don't know the reason, but, I can prove that I love you.

SHE:

Proof? No! I want you to tell me the reason. My friend's boyfriend can tell her why he loves her but you can’t?

HE:

Okay, okay! Ermm..
Because you are beautiful,
because your voice is sweet,
because you are caring,
because you are loving,
because you are thoughtful,
because of your smile,
because of your every movement.

The girl felt very satisfied with his answer.

A few days later, unfortunately, the girl met with an accident and fell into coma.
He then placed a letter by her side. It said:

Darling,

It is because of your sweet voice that I love you.
Now can you talk ? No!
Therefore, I cannot love you.

It is because of your care and concern that I liked you.
Now that you cannot show them, therefore I cannot love you.

It is because of your smile,
of your every movement that I love you.

Now, can you smile? Can you move?
No. Therefore, I cannot love you.

If love needs a reason, there is no reason for me to love you anymore in this case.
Now, do you still believe that love needs a reason?

Love doesn’t need a reason, and therefore,

I still love you…

Sometimes, the best and the most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen, cannot be touched. But, they can be felt in the heart.

Love doesn't need a reason.
It’s something you can feel burning inside your heart, waiting to explode of love.
So, please, never ever ask someone why he or she loves you.

Love is nature, and without it, the world is nothing but a piece of crap.

So, everyone love the world and the people near and dear to your hearts.

ergh

2007-08-19T18:52:00.000+08:00

nakakainis.

nakakainis kasi nainsulto ako.

naiinsulto ako kasi mas pinapahalagahan ng isang tao ang isa pang tao na less deserving sa kin.

ang yabang no.

siguro dahil mas malapit yung taong yun.

ah, distance.

jowks

2007-08-13T22:22:00.000+08:00

Jokes muna…

Spanish teacher: Class use 'fuera' in a sentence.
Student: Mis maestras son bonitas (my teachers are beautiful).
Teacher: Oh, that's very flattering but where's ‘fuera’?
Student: Fuera ka.

Boy: Nay! Muntik na ako maging top 1 sa klase!
Nanay: Bat mo naman nasabi?
Boy: Ini-announce kasi kanina ung top 1 sa klase.

Ang tinuro ni ma'am ung katabi ko. Muntik na ako.

Bush visited the Philippines and Erap acted as his translator:
Bush: Lets help one another.
Erap: Tayo'y magtulungan.
Bush: Let's strive together.
Erap: Tayo'y magsikap.
Bush: Because in union there is strength.
Erap: Dahil sa sibuyas may titigas!

Hating-gabi, hot si misis. Haplos niya ilong ni
mister, kiliti niya sa leeg, saka bulong malambing sa tenga.
Misis: Love, ala na ko panty.
Mister: Huh! Cge, tulog na, bukas ibili kita.

Isang panget na babae, hinoholdap
Holdaper: Holdap ito! Akin na gamit mo!
Babae (sumigaw): RAPE! RAPE! RAPE!
Holdaper: Anong rape? Holdap nga to eh!
Babae: Nagsa-suggest lang.

Pare 1: Pare parang malalim ang iniisip mo!
Pare 2: Nanaginip ako kagabi kasama ko 50 contestants ng Ms. Universe…
Pare 1: Swerte mo! ano problema mo?
Pare 2: Pare ako nanalo!

"There what it takes to be. Then we shall so be it because it is.
To do or not to is in the what, now or what else.
Without which there never to you!"
- Words of wisdom from Senator Lito Lapid

TEBAN: Pare sinong idol mo?
GOLIATH: Si Arnold Schwarzenegger.
TEBAN: Sige nga, spell Schwarzenegger.
GOLIATH: Hindi, joke lang pare, si Jet Li talaga idol ko.

A variation of the above:
Erap writing on a slum book:
Favorite Actor:
Arnold Scharzene... ... (erase)
Arnold Schwarze... ... (erase)
Arnold Schwarzz... ... (erase)
Arnold Shwazenne... . ..(erase)
Arnold Shwazenner.. . ..(erase)
Arnold Shwarzenneg. . ..(erase)
Arnold Schchwarzenne. .. (erase)
Arnold Clavio

Pare 1: Pre, nasusuka ako kaya lang di ako masuka
Pare 2: Madali lang yan, pre—sundutin mo tonsils mo
(pare 1 sinundot ang tonsils ..)
Pare 1: Di pa rin e
Pare 2: Hmmmmm ... sundutin mo pwet mo
(pare 1 sinundot ang pwet ...)
Pare 1: Wala pa rin
Pare 2: Ngayon, tsaka mo ule isundot sa bibig mo ...
pag hindi ka pa masuka nyan ewan ko na!!!!!

Sa isang ospital...
Lola (may cancer) : Doc, anong gagawin nyo sa akin?
Doc : Che-chemo(theraphy) lola.
Lola : Titi mo rin!!! Bastos ka!! Walang modo!!

Holduper: Pili ka, wallet mo o pasabugin utak mo?
Biktima: Ikaw na bahala...basta pareho po yan
walang laman!

Pare1: Pare, bat naman hanggang ngayon wala ka pang
syota? wala ka pa bang napupusuan?
Pare2: Meron.. Manhid ka lang!
(nyahahahaha! )

Nahuling may kodigo ang estudyante…
Guro: Ano 'to?
Estudyante: Prayers ko po, ma'am!
Guro: At bakit answers ang nakasulat?
Estudyante: Naku! Sinagot na ang prayers ko!
Yahoooooo!!!

Sa isang mumurahing airline:
Stewardess: Sir, would you like some dinner?
Passenger: Ano ba ang mga choices?
Stewardess: Yes or No lang po.

Kaloy: Anong pulutan n'yo kahapon sa birthday mo?
Ramon: Pata!
Kaloy: Wow! Anong klaseng pata?
Ramon: PATAgalan ng kuwento!

Toto: Pangarap ko, kumita ng P250,000 monthly gaya ni daddy!
Juvy: Wow! Ganyan kalaki ang kinikita ng daddy mo?
Toto: Hindi! 'Yan din ang pangarap niya!

Dok: May taning na ang buhay mo.
Juan: Wala na bang pag-asa? Ano po ba ang dapat kong gawin?
Dok: Mag-asawa ka na lang ng pangit at bungangera.
Juan: Bakit, gagaling po ba ako run?
Dok: Hindi, pero mas gugustuhin mo pang mamatay kesa mabuhay!

Misis: Delayed ako nang one month pero huwag mo munang ipagsabi.
Nahihiya ako...
Mister: Okey.
Kinabukasan, dumating ang taga-Mercalco. ..
Taga-Meralco: Misis, delayed po kayo ng one month.
Misis: Ha? Bakit mo alam?
Taga-Meralco: Nasa record po.
Mister: Bakit naka-record diyan na delayed ang misis ko?
Taga-Meralco: Kung gusto ninyong mawala sa record, magbayad kayo!
Mister: Eh kung ayokong magbayad?
Taga-Meralco: Puputulan kayo!
Mister: Eh anong gagamitin ni misis?
Tag-Meralco: Pwede naman siyang gumamit ng kandila. (@#$^! %$^&>!)

Umuwi si mister nang 4:00 AM at nakita niya ang kanyang misis na may
katalik na lalaki sa kama...
Misis: (sumigaw) SAAN KA GALING?!
Mister: Sino 'yang katabi mo?
Misis: GRABE KA! HUWAG MONG IBAHIN ANG USAPAN!

Misis: Dok, kumusta ang aking asawa?
Dok: Sorry, ma'am. Mula ngayon, ikaw na ang magpapaligo at magpapakain sa
kanya, kasi, putol na ang kanyang mga kamay at paa...
Misis: HAH?! HINDI NGA?!
Dok: He! He! He! Ninerbyos ka, 'no?! Joke lang! Patay na siya!

Hari: Ang hatol sa kasalanan mo, ipakain sa leon o pasukan ng bubuyog sa
puwet?
Pilo: Gusto ko po, pasukan na lang ng bubuyog sa puwet!
Hari: Mga kawal, ilabas si Jollibee!

mga lib...

2007-08-13T22:19:00.000+08:00

kya kya kya!

antagal ko din hindi nagpost. hehe. so beezy.

kanina ay dumayo ako sa mga library na matataas ang lebel: mainlib, educ, asian center, at…drumroll…law lib. dumayo ako kasi kailangan ko na maghabol. nakakalimutan ko na ang aking misyon…

mainlib. kasi naman, peste, sinara pa yung magkabilang gate e. pag umuulan lang binubuksan. anu naman yun? pano kikita ang kanilang nescafe machine? yung main entrance steps (bibilangin ko pa kung ilang steps) lang ang pwede. wahh. so steep, so high. badtrip. tapos filipiniana pa ang punta ko. so baba ako. ngeks. tapos yung pesteng book na balak kong pesteng i-out (i hope you appreciate my restraint in using *toot*able words here) ay room use lang. badtrip.

next stop. educ. at pesteng nagstart na umambon. wahh. wag pow, kuya wag pow. basta. inakyat ko yung 3 flights of stairs nila. bakit ba kasi kailangan nasa taas pa yung lib. pwede naman sa first floor noh. duh. basta ayun. astig, buti naman andun yung book. kaso nadagdagan ng 5 kilos ang aking dalahan. wahh. pero wala to. cheeken. hehe. at buti naman ay tumigil na ang ambon. yay!

next. law lib. no choice kasi e.

ayokong magmukhang tanga kaya hindi na ako pumasok dun sa kanilang magarang entrance na napapaligiran ng mga kotse. kahit na gusto ko pang mamasdang muli ang kanilang malawak at high-ceilinged na entrance hall kung saan pagpasok mo ay may sasalubong agad sa yong mga latin words na ang ibig sabihin ay “abandon all hope, ye who enter hither”…oi…chotto matte…teka…hindi pala latin yung naka-engrave. might as well be latin dahil kahit narecognize ko na english words ang naka-engrave (black on gray marble…wahh) dun ay di ko maintindihan. at ang room dun sa malcolm hall…anlamig…aircon…ganda ng ambiance…asteeg yung chairs, desks…asteeg…wahh…

teka teka. naliligaw na ko ng landas. grabe kasi e. dun kasi ako nag-upcat. tamo upcat pa yun ha. kasi naman e. amazed talaga ako. kya!

[kung may maligaw na nag-upcat o balak mag-upcat dito, wag na kayo tumuloy. sayang lang ang application fee nyo. 450 din yun ah. buti kung maganda ang testing center nyo. e pano kung sa palma hall, o math building/impyerno (para sakin, b-chan), or, maigulai, sa vanguard kayo magexam…haha…

buti pa sa pup kayo. mura pa. no offense =) ]

(isa uling side note: kaya daw may dalawang square na “butas” ang math club ay kais dun tumatalon yung mga bumabagsak na estudyante? hellow. sasaluhin ka kaya ng lupa. try engg, palma, o kaya sa admin/quezon hall. gapangin mo si oble pataas hanggang nakatapak ka sa ulo nya, gayahin ang pose then “darna!”. o kaya dun sa bell tower na kahit kailan di ko pa narinig tumunog ang bell. o kaya sa bahay ng alumni, all the way down to the basement. math bldg? hellow. ambaba. no thrill.)

basta. asan na ko? basta. dumaan ako dun sa may covered walkway sa may gilid (kung saan diumano ay ginamit ng board of regents at ni roman sa pagtakas sa paghabol ng kule media nung pagkatapos ng meeting kung san inaprub ang tofi…hehe, iba na talaga pag me kilala kang kule staff) and promptly met a group of men. wann. fratboys, obviously. kalahati sa kanila ay kalbo o semikalbo. haha. pwede kayang magtanong sa kanila? edi lumapit ako.

“umm, excuse me pow, san pow dito ang papuntang law lib?”

“a dyan, diretso ka tapos kaliwa, tapos…” etc etc etc.

huh?

parang gusto kong makipagdiskusyon sa kanila. “on what basis are you saying that left is really left and not right?”

o kaya

“since when have left become left and not right? what if it was the other way around?”

o kaya

“bakit malayo ang law library?” (grabe naubusan ako ng inglesshh)

“pwede bang magpapasok ng mga tanga inside and out dun?”

“mahirap ba sa up law?”

“bakit kayo kalbo/semikalbo?”

“anung frat nyo?”

“hahabulin nyo ba ako ng lead pipes pagkalabas ko?”

pero syempre ay di ko ginawa yun. baka kalbuhin pa nila ako. edi sabi ko “salamat” tapos sinundan ko sila. at presto, astig, naka-chain, bolt, and lock ang entrance. steeg. edi nagtanong ako sa isang warm body malapit sakin.

“erm, san po ang entrance ng law lib?”

“e, ikutin mo lang yan, ganun, ganun.”

huh? ano to, sila lang ang nakakaintindi ng kanilang mga directions? steeg.

basta lumakad na lang ako at yay, nakita ko din. hehe. me logbook pa. waw. pagpasok ko, astig, anlamig. at dito ko narinig ang pinakamababang level of noise sa isang library. nag-uusap sila pero “ashushushu” lang ang narinig ko. astig. kumpirmado: di tao ang mga andito. so hinanap ko yung tatlong books. astig, yung isa (na may 10 ata ang nakalista sa opac) ay wala. yung isa wala din. yung isa, habang hinahanap ko ay natamaan ng aking giant baggage ang ulo ng isang nagbabasa. sori pow. ahehe. ayun nakita ko sya. kaso pagbukas ko ng buk ay may lumipad agad na page. astig, ayaw magpabasa ng mga buks dito.

at naamaze lang naman ako sa mga books nila (filipiniana lang yan a)…most of them at least 4- o 5-inch thick. brown na yung pages. ahehe. pero waw. so cool.

in-out ko na yung book. astig. nadaanan ko uli yung fratboys. at hindi nila ako pinukpok ng lead pipe o baseball bat sa ulo.

next. anticlimax. asian center. mataas ang kanilang building. kailangan mo pa umakyat (parking lot area) bago marating ang ground floor. at kailangan mo pa uli umakyat para mareach ang library. sabi ng isang kasama ko dati, “pang-reyna” daw. oo nga naman. antaas kasi. pagpasok mo sa lib, iba pa yung reading room sa books room. pag pumasok ka ng books room, para kang nag-time warp (shaider! doraemon!) at bumalik sa sinaunang panahon. at maaamoy mo ang distinctive, unmistakable fragrance of old brown books. wann. andun yung isang buk. yey. at nakita ko dun yung parehong buk na kinuha ko sa law lib. kuso, dapat ito inuna ko. tsk.

wala ako maisip na conclusion. basta ang ganda sa law lib. kya!

poon----

2007-08-13T22:17:00.000+08:00

baka nakakalimutan nyo na ang aking magandang span10 prof na kamukha ni kuya germs…

here’s a fresh batch of quotes:

“vhungol…vavatukan kita…fhakiulit mo nga day.”

“sinong supot?”

“raymundo, bat ka nahuli?” –“sir naflatan po yung jeep na sinasakyan ko.”

“siyete hindi shet-e”

“sundan ang pagbasa ng propesor, ako yon.”

“eufracio, ikaw ba’y bobs? hindi? tamadachi ka lang?”

“class, silent heich(h)!”

(referring to our pronounciation—pron na lang, hirap itype e) “parang matandang ngumanganga”

(looking at a male student’s leg, naka-shorts kasi) “kulang ang balahibo. kulang ng tatlo.” — (student)”sir dadagdagan ko po.”

“miss philippines sya, last runner-up”

“may utak yan, tuyo nga lang”

(to a student texting) “i am distracted…parang gusto kong makibasa sa iyong ano”

(to a student) ah…nanay ko…gusto kong pumatay…”

(again referring to our pron.) “para kayong humihila ng isang toneladang kontrabando”

at syempre mawawala ba ang magic word?

“punyetang kape yan(wrong pron. ng kape ng student)! limang kulo na yan, wala na yan lasa day! sige, ulitin mo…(after few tries)…ayun day, café. isang kulo lang.”

“ang ganda ng punyetang bata…putanginaangganda…” (nakalimutan ko na kung sino yung bata)

“plural yang punyetang iyan”

“isa lamang ang punyetang pwede”

(searching on our textbook) “san yung punyetang yun?”

“divido, divido…ah punyeta”

(student)”el gigante es bajo.” (sir)”ang higante ay pandak. punyeta.”

(on the lesson) “madali naman ang punyetang ito”

(on our pron., again) “lagyan nyo ng buhay punyeta”

and the list of punyeta conjugations, latest:

punyetas

punyetissimos

punyetu

es punyeta

punyetis!

punyitis

punyetamos

punyetues

punyete

punyetese

punyetenyo

punyetiyo

punyetsio

punyetas

at ang ibang versions ng mali! malimos, maliis, malis, malen.

tunay nga,

sir: “ang hirap magturo sa mga bobs.”

p.s. ano ba talaga ang ibig sabihin ng punyeta? sabi ng katabi ko pj daw e. ano yung pj? enlighten me.

adidas...

2007-08-13T22:12:00.000+08:00

kya kya kya!

antagal ko din di nagpost.

para sa aking adidas, isang munting kwento…

hindi ba mas masarap suutin ang mga sapatos na napaglumaan na? provided syempre na malinis, hindi kupas, hindi kinagat ng daga, hindi frayed, etc…kasyang kasya, fit na fit, malambot sa talampakan. komportable ka. di ba? oo, bibili ka ng bago, may magbibigay sa yo, may darating na bago…mas maganda, mas gusto mo, mas makulay, mas uso yung design. itatago mo na sa isang tabi yung isang pares ng sapatos. kasi nga napaglumaan mo na. kasi ayaw mo na, sawa ka na. ikaw naman at ang bago mong sapatos ang magkakaunawaan. sasanayin mo na ang sarili mo sa kanya, at unti-unti na ring babagay sa yo, kakasya sa yo yung sapatos. magiging komportable na kayo sa isa’t isa. syempre iteterno mo na. ayan fit na, ayos na. kayo na lagi ang magkasama. at nakalimutan na ang lumang sapatos.

bakit mo itinago ang lumang sapatos? umasa lang yung dating sapatos na gagamitin mo pa sya. hindi ba mas maganda kung itinapon mo na lang sya o ipinamigay? at least wala na sya aasahan sa yo. hindi katulad ng pinaasa lang.

oo, minsan, babalikan mo din ang dati mong sapatos. kung sawa ka na pansamantala sa bago mong sapatos. matutuwa ang sapatos dahil naalala mo pa sya kahit kaunti. sasalubungin ka nya ng maayos: nakangiti, fit na fit pa rin, malambot pa rin, kahit lalo pa syang kumupas. lalong nawala ang dating kulay nya na di mo na halos matandaan sa tagal ng iniwalay nya sa yo. halos nakalimutan mo na nga e. nakita mo lang sya habang nag-aayos ka ng iyong mga gamit. kung maayos mo siyang itinago, iniwan dati, maayos ka rin niyang sasalubungin. kung basta mo na lang sya inihagis sa iyong lalagyan o kabinet, syempre masama din ang labas nya sa yo. maaaring nginatngat na sya ng daga, initlugan ng ipis o butiki, tinaihan ng daga, ipis, butiki…

wala na sya, sirang-sira na. at itinapon mo na ang luma at walang kwentang sapatos sa basurahan, hindi alintana na ikaw mismo ang maygawa sa kasiraan niyang iyon. walang lingonlikod mo syang itinapon. ni hindi na sya pwedeng ipamigay. at kasabay mo na ring itinapon ang mga alaalang kasama mo ang dati mong sapatos.

wahh…yung adidas ko…sale yun nung binili e, hehe. ngayon butas na yung sa may tapat ng right o left toe, pano ko kaya sosolusyonan yun? tagpi? nge.

basta. ipinaparating ng sapatos na masaya sya dahil kahit minsan, nagkasama sila ng kanyang master. kahit minsan, napagsilbihan nya ang kanyang master. at gusto din niyang iparating sa kanyang master na sana, maging masaya siya sa piling ng kanyang bagong sapatos, kung hindi man kasingsaya ng lumang sapatos habang kasama niya ang kanyang dating master.

che

2007-07-29T21:44:00.000+08:00

Posible pala talangang magalit ka ng sobra no.

Grabe. Sobrang laki ng galit ko.

Chikushou.

I hated the person too much, way too much.

Hated that person so much that I wanted to shoot that person right between the eyes in front of a crown, especially the family of that person.

I want to shoot that person in cold, chilled heart and blood in front of that person’s family and be proud to shout out that it was I who killed that person and was happy to have done so.

Dakarananda!

That abazure! Chikushoume!

Kusokurae! Kutabacchimae! Kutabare! Zakennayo!

Kisama, jade. Kusokurae. Onore ketsubou itto, ne?

Haha. Anyway, wala namang nagbabasa ng blog na to. Kailangan ko lang ng outlet. Haha. Outlet.

Arghh. Getsuga tensho!

haynako

2007-07-18T19:29:00.000+08:00

haha.

post, post!

wala lang.

nakatikim na ba kayo ng nai cha ng chowking? tastes stupid. tea (!) plus milk (!). try nyo.

eh ng nestea ice? tastes stupid too. nagka-clash ang lamig at ang pait. maniwala kayo. try it.

eh ng san mig 3-in-1 coffee? yung extra strong? subukan nyo. anlakas grabe. anlakas ng tama.

wala lang.

ansarap ng mga 3-in-1 coffee. hehe.

ano na nga bang mga natikman ko? nescafe, syempre. maxwell. kopiko (asteeg, ansarap. abangan din natin ang x.o. instant coffee.)

tsk

2007-07-17T08:21:00.000+08:00

tae ang yahoo mail ang bagal mag-attach ng files kahit puro word documents lang buti pa yung gmail tae peste
chikushou! che. tsk.

wala lang

2007-07-16T20:33:00.000+08:00

yey antagal ko rin di nagpost!

nakakamiss din pala magblog.

ahehe.

wala lang.

babay!

wahaha

2007-07-11T15:53:00.000+08:00

di pala maganda sa mata ang color combination na violet at black no?

eto kaya?

o eto kaya?

o eto naman?

o eto pa?

wala lang.

share ko lang yung napakinggan ko sa betty la fea.

hangkyut na quote:

"alam nyo pong manhid ako wala akong pakiramdam isa po akong halaman" ~~betty la fea

shoot to death, shinsou

2007-07-06T19:55:00.000+08:00

yay.

iba rin pala pag di mo alam kung galit sa yo yung tao no? wala lang.

we want other people to be honest to ourselves, but why is it that when we fling or slap or grind the cruel truth to their faces, they get angry or hurt even when they say otherwise or nothing at all?

sa totoo lang, ayaw mo malaman ang totoo.
ayaw mo pero gusto mo.
ayaw mo dahil masasaktan ka lang.
gusto mo dahil nasasaktan ka kapag me itinatago sya sa yo.
at nung nalaman mo ang totoo, nagagalit ka.
nagagalit ka dahil totoo. nagagalit ka dahil itinago nya sa yo.
nagagalit ka sa sarili mo dahil sana, hindi mo na lang sya pinilit na sabihin yun dahil nasaktan ka lang.

nagalit ka sa kanya at nasaktan dahil sinabi nya ang totoo kahit di mo sya pinipilit. bakit ngayon lang, sasabihin mo.
nagalit ka sa kanya at nasaktan dahil kailangan mo pa syang pilitin para lang sabihin ang totoo. bakit ngayon lang, sasabihin mo.
bakit kailangan mo pang itago? sabi mo.
kasi masasaktan ka lang, sabi nya.

…
bakit ba ang drama ko? ang korni pag tagalog. matranslate nga.
…

the truth is, you don’t want to know the truth.
you don’t want to but you want to.
you don’t want to because it’ll just hurt you.
you want to because it hurts when that person hides something from you.
and when you learned the truth, you get angry.
you’re angry and hurt because it’s the truth.
you’re angry because that person hid something from you.
you’re angry with yourself because you finally realize that you shouldn’t have forced that person, because you knew you’re just going to be hurt.

you’re angry, and hurt, with that person for telling you the truth suddenly, out of the blue. why this late, you ask.
you’re angry with that person because you needed to force the truth out of him. why only now, you say.

why hide it? you say.
because you’re gonna get hurt.

hindi naman lahat ay dapat mong sabihin, dahil alam mong makakasakit ka ng ibang tao.
di tulad ng ginawa ni wendy sa pbb. astig, natalo pa nya si gee-ann.
…
the heart
nasasaktan ang puso mo. nagmamahal ang puso mo. idinidikta, ibinubulong ng puso mo.

pero paano mo madi-differentiate ang sinasabi ng utak mo sa sinasabi ng puso mo? naririnig mo ba talaga ang puso mo, inilalabas mo ba sa dibdib mo ang puso mo at nakikipag-usap ka dito? nagsasalita ba yun?

hindi ba utak lang ang nagsasabi ng lahat? utak ang nag-iinterpret ng ‘sinasabi’ ng puso mo?

o maybe it’s vice versa. puso ang nag-iinterpret sa sinasabi ng utak.

ang hirap mag-explain. ang utak at puso ay isa lang, di ba pwede yun? yung utak ang logical, yung puso ay romantic.

o kaya utak mo talaga ang gumagana, logic and pragmatic rationality rules, pero pinipili mong iinterpret ang lahat romantically. dahil isa kang hopeless romantic.

bakit ka ba naiinlove? diba ang utak mo ang tumatanggap ng signals fron your 5 senses? at yung 5 senses na yun ang nagsesense, humuhusga sa taong yun? karapatdapat nga ba syang mahalin?

....
bat ba ang drama ko?

ang mga profs, bow.

2007-07-06T19:44:00.000+08:00

well.

arghh…spoiler…wahh…isa palang former captain level shinigami si isshin? huwaat?!?! isshin? no way!

anyway, hindi naman sya lahat tungkol sa bleach. ahehe.

ang mga profs, bow.

spanish 10. ang prof na kamukha ni kuya germs. ainako. everytime na lang tumatawa kami sa klase nya. kasi araw-araw nya kami iniinsulto. pano? simple lang. sinasabi nya “this class is very good” at least 5 times every meeting. tapos dati nung second meeting namin sabi nya “wag nyo paniniwalaan lahat ng sinasabi ko.” ahehe. di rin iilang beses na sinabihan nya kami ng bobs, bungol, dungol, etc etc.
sabi nga nya minsan, “ambobobo talaga nyo.” tawa lang kami. sabi nya samin, “kayo lang ang klase ko na kapag iniinsulto ay tumatawa pa.” syempre tumawa kami. “o, tatawa pa!” ainako.
onga pala. ang favorite word nya ay punyeta. oo pramis. punta ka sa klase namin at maririnig mo ang iba’t ibang ways to say punyeta. poonyeta. punyetahh. punyeta (mabilis!). at may variations pa. punyetissima. san ka pa. punyete. la punyeta. binilangan ko nga siya e. 17 nung una. next meeting 29 naman. yung last meeting namin, da best. 57. yung first 10 hindi pa kami nagsisimula ng lesson ha.
“punyeta ang init dito sa bansa ninyo.” sabay punas ng pawis. parang di nya bansa ito. hehe.
next favorite word nya ay pastillan/pastilan. bisaya daw yun e. alam nyo ba meaning nun? mura ba yun? di ko lam e. taksiyapo lang alam ko. ahehe. syempre binilang ko din. 17 din sa una, tapos 17 uli, tapos naging 12 na lang. natabunan ng poonyeta.

marami din syang quotable quotes.
“ba’t mo ‘ko dinidilaan? pastillang bata to ah.”(pagkatapos magrecite ng kaklase namin)
“anong punyeta to?”(habang nakatingin sa teksbuk namin)
“punyeta ayaw magsibasa ng mga batang ito ah!” (collective recitation/sabayang pagbigkas sa klase…=)
“kasi dalawang punyeta ang pinag-uusapan natin.” (tungkol sa no. of subjects…subject-verb agreement)
“tanggalin mo ang punyetang iyan, magtipid ka.” (sobra ng verb ang sentence)
“tingnan natin ang punyetang iyan” (referring to a lesson in the book)
“sinong taga-laguna dito? wala? punyeta. walang ilocano? punyeta. walang ilocano? pastillan.”

indeed, hitik kami sa verbal abuse every session. but we love it. kakaiba yung humor nya, cruel pero masaya. ahehe.

memorable din yung first day namin sa kanya dahil sa isang inosenteng bata na sumagot ng ice cream nang tanungin sya ni sir kung ano ang “serbesa.” asteeg.

next stop. pi 100 prof.

isa syang bakla. not that i have anything against gays. oops, meron pala. ayoko lang nung, erm, bulgar na bakla. alam nyo yun? yung mga typically makikita sa kalye, parlors, etc. naiinis ako sa kanila. ang arte at ang iingay. syempre me exceptions din. pero minsan nagiinternet ako ay may bakla sa tabi ko. incidentally, sya yung bantay sa computer shop. at may kausap sya sa internet? voip? hehe. pc-to-pc call sa isang…guess what. kainis. they both belong to the species of gays that i detest. basta tsismisan lang sila ng tsismisan sa tabi ko, at hindi ko maiwasang di ma-overhear ang kanilang pesteng usapan.
“huy narinig mo na ba yung tsismis?”
“di pa ano yun?”
…basta kung anong tsismis man yun.
“oi eto me ipeplay ako para sa yo”
“ano yan?”
…basta me music na pesteng napakalakas. apparently isa itong sad love song. yakk
“huy bakla wag kang ganyan…”
“huy bakit di mo pa sya nakakalimutan?”
“hindi e…hindi ko kaya.”
“ano ka ba marami namang lalaki sa mundo.”
“hindi e, nag-iisa lang sya.” ergh. yahk.
[kung sino man po ang tinatamaan ay wag magagalit. pag binato ka ng bato batuhin mo ng tinapay. preferably cake, yung red ribbon black forest, tiramisu meltdown o kaya chocolate mousse o kaya marjolaine. o pwede na rin ang chocolate sansrival o kaya black forest ng goldilocks. o kaya oreo/new york cheesecake. o kaya kahit yung ube ensaymada na lang…or garlic bread…
tama nga naman kasi. maraming lalaki sa mundo. and they’re all worthless. either ugly, short, dumb, an airhead, fat, poor, insensitive, manhid, stupid, or an ingrate…or a combination or all of the above. really. mas nakakasama pa sila kesa nakakabuti. haha. i’m a female chauvinist pig. am not a manhater though. trust me. they’re stupid.]

hay. asan na ba ako. ah, sa prof ko. kakaiba sya. pati yung pagtuturo nya. haha.

yung prof muna. ayun. bakla nga sya. as in. pero hindi flamboyant. sa pananalita mo lang sya mahahalata. hehe. kasi diba yung ibang maayos na bakla ay maayos manamit? sya hindi. sloppy sya manait. hehe. ang yabang ko, di rin naman ako maayos manamit. kung anong meron edi yun na lang. to hell with fashion.

sabi nya sa isa kong kaklase na may katabing semikalbo: “wag kang makikipagrelasyon sa mga kalbo, nang-iiwan yang mga yan.” asteeg.

di pala sya gaanong kakaiba. ahehe.

ang subject naman. pi 100. rizal. unang meeting namin tinanong nya ang buong pangalan ni rizal. nakalimutan ko na e. ang haba kasi.

yung grading system nya ganito: 2/3 galing sa reporting, 1/3 galing sa long exam. magbibigay sya ng dalawang long exam, pumili ka lang ng isa. answer 3 questions (essay) in 1 hour. asteeg.
kung ayaw mo, ganito na lang. sauluhin mo ang mi ultimo adios (in spanish ha) at uno ka na sa subject nya. asteeg. sabi nya “kaya kesa naman pumasok kayo sa klase, pumunta na lang kayo sa bukid at magsaulo.” waw. +.25 sa perfect attendance nga lang. +.25 din pag mahilig ka magrecite. magbibigay din daw sya ng quizzes every meeting na pwedeng +.25, +.5 o kaya +1.0 sa grade mo. objective. oo nga pala. pwede ka ring mamigay ng grade. kunyari 1.25 ka, 2.75 yung frend mo. pwede mamigay ng .25 or higher, magiging 1.5 ka na lang tapos 2.5 naman yung frend mo. asteeg no?

last meeting, nagquiz kami. objective. 10 questions, pag naka-6 ka ay uno ka na sa kanya. haha. sounds nice no? basahin mo muna yung mga ibang tanong:
sino’ng gwardya ni rizal nung nakakulong sya bago sya mamatay? (lt. taviel de andrade)
ilang languages ang kayang salitain (steeg) ni rizal? 22
ilang taon, buwan at araw si rizal nung namatay sya?…umm…nakalimutan ko na, pero me 6 months.
anong pangalan ng kabayo ni rizal nung bata? nakalimutan ko na.
sino’ng gubernador-heneral noong ipapatay ang gomburza? nakalimutan ko na din.
anong grupo ang itinatag ni rizal nung nasa ust sya? nakalimutan ko na.
anong barko ang sinakyan ni rizal mula singapore hanggang madrid? djemnah.

haha. nakalimutan ko na yung ibang tanong, but you get the picture. nung nagchecheck kami, tinanong ni sir kung anong sagot sa isang tanong. recite yung isang lalaki sa may likod. sabi ni sir, “binabati kita… sa galing mong magimbento. san mo nakuha yan?” astig.
nung tinanong nya kung me naka-6, walang sumagot. cheer kami lahat. yey…
ako, naka-2 lang ako. haha.

yung ibang prof ay di masyadong kakaiba.

econ 1. iba to. adik yung teacher. tuwang-tuwa pa sya nung sinabi nya na nambabagsak sya. waw. me kinwento sya nung 1st day namin. me graduating student daw sya noon sa parehong subject namin ngayon. e bumagsak yung student. nakiusap daw sa kanya yung estudyante, di sya pumayag. (warning bells). waw. pinuntahan din daw sya ng nanay nung estudyante, nakiusap, kasi isang subject na lang daw yun e. di rin sya pumayag (stronger warning bells). kahit daw bigyan pa ng another exam yung student, parang removals, pero di pa rin sya pumayag (loud ang insistent, deafening warning bells). waw. dapat na kaya akong magdrop? kaso dalawa lang ang section ng subject na yun, magkasunod, at sya pareho ang nagtuturo. asteeg. talk about choices. econ pa naman ang subject…kung saan ine-emphasize ang free market kung saan ang consumer ay malayang makapamili…waw. yung katabi ko nga, last sem, dinrop nya tong subject na to kasi ayaw nya ng teacher. turned out sya pa rin yung teacher. waw.
yet another warning bell. last sem daw puro tres ang mga tao sa kanya. asteeg.
me sinabi pa yung adik naming prof. kahit daw bumagsak kayo sa 2 exams nya, pwede ka pa ring maka-tres. me plus points kapag ang 2nd exam mo ay 30% higher kesa sa 1st exam. sabi pa nya,
“kaya ang advice ko sa inyo, magpazero kayo sa 1st exam. tapos i-30% nyo yung 2nd exam. tres na kayo sigurado.” waw pare, salamat ha.
kakainis naman sya magturo. binabasa lang nya yung powerpoint nya. ainako.
at nakakatulog ako sa klase nya. hehe. magigising na lang ako nagtaas na sya ng boses habang naglelecture

econ 2. astig din to. gaya din ng nasa itaas, 2 sections lang din ang meron, magkasunod, at parehong sya ang nagtuturo. pero mas maayos naman to. naaawa lang ako sa kanya kasi kahit anong attempt on humor nya ay nababalewala. di kami sumasagot. tulog pa kami. 8:30 class kasi e. tulad nung minsan tinanong nya kami kung nanood kami ng fantastic 4 o kaya transformers. walang sumasagot. so ano daw ginawa namin nung weekend? nag-aral? “you are such serious students.” waw.
isa pang tanong nya. “do you still use such terms such as ‘going steady’? no? what do you use now?” wala pa ring sumagot. wawa naman.

ps11. astig yung teacher. sa sobrang galing nya di ko na sya magets. anim lang naman ang exam namin sa kanya, each covering at least 4 chapters(equal to 100 pages). asteeg. at may 2 papers kami. nagpasa kami ng isa last week. tapos next meeting winala nya yung paper ko. wahh. hehe. dalawang oras ko lang ginawa yung paper na yun, 2 hours before our class. ahehe. 1 hour draft on paper, 1 hour typing. yay. me, the certified crammer.
syempre nakakatulog din ako sa klase nya.

ps14. hehe. last na. iba tong teacher na to. mahilig syang magsabi ng “no?” minsan binilangan ko dinsya. 129. siguro every sentence na sinasabi nya me no? sa dulo.
quotable quotes:
“alright, no?”
“let’s not, no?”
“’kay? right?”

wee

scatter, senbonzakura!

2007-07-02T18:17:00.000+08:00

*not a long post*

hay.

saka na lang ako magkwekwento ng mahaba-haba.

coming soon:
--isang prof na kamukha ni kuya germs at mura ng mura sa klase. isang mura lang naman ang sinasabi nya e. hehe. iba-iba lang naman ang accent, conjugation, form...hehe
--isang baklang prof sa PI 100 na ang sabi ay "bawal magtake ng notes sa klase" tapos after 5 seconds "pero sa exam ay pwede ang open notes"
--bleach updates! yay!

iba pala pag nakakita ka ng di mo inaasahan. wala lang. di ako naapektuhan.
ginawan ko lang naman sya ng dalawang piece. dalawa huh.
wala, di ako naapektuhan.

hehe.

ack

2007-06-26T20:48:00.000+08:00

ayan. may snow na. yey. kaso me bago na namang problema, yung marquees. kainis.

and please do listen to my beautiful playlist. yess...kainis, san ba makakapagdownload ng complete version ng alones?

wahh.

long post coming up!

onga pala. kung may happy haus donuts na malapit sa inyo ay bumili kayo ng choco roll, P8 lang. yum.

=)

2007-06-22T19:08:00.000+08:00

yey...new layout!

aayusin ko pa yung snow...ayaw nya malaglag...wahh...

mas gusto ko si byakuya kaso wala syang winter skin, kaya si hitsugaya na lang...

wann...

yey

2007-06-08T19:48:00.001+08:00

aechoo!!!

2007-06-08T19:37:00.000+08:00

moa. mowaa.

anlaki nya. yun lang yun. sm pa rin sya. same shops pa rin, mas malaki nga lang. and yey, limang bookstores! booksale, books for less, nbs, powerbooks, at fully booked. yey! pero kailangan mo ng bike o kaya motor para makapunta mula sa isa papunta sa isa. sige subukan mong lakarin. ahehe.

at asteeg, may seascape at forest-scape sya. may banda/parada din pag 4 pm, o nagkataon lang yun. siguro dahil pupunta si toni gonzaga sa nbs.

hay. dahil hindi pa sya tapos, panget pa.

kainis din kasi maliit lang yung comic alley at cd-r king dun. ergh.

tinatamad na naman ako. ahehe.

at nakapunta din ako sa trinoma. pangeet. pangeet.

tinatamad na naman ako.

bleach news! kainis yung gma. kala ko byakuya (bya-ku-yah na mabilis hindi bya-KOO-ya na pesteng pronunciation ng pesteng dubbers sa 7. peste) vs. ichigo na. but no! sumingit si yoruichi at naging yoruichi vs. byakuya na. gehh. at bitin pa!

hay. ishi-hime is so asteeg.

hoy gma, tapusin nyo naman yung opening at ending themes. at least 5 mins bawat ep ang kina-cut nyo e.

2007-05-31T18:45:00.000+08:00

at nabasa ko kung ano (dapat) ako sa isang email...

sagittarius-the lion

great talker. ah talaga. lalo na pag anime ang pinag-uusapan. o anumang topic na gusto ko. hehe

attractive and passionate. you judge.

laid back. medyo. pag tulog.

knows how to have fun. oo sobra. yun na nga lang ang ginagawa ko e.

is really good at almost anything. oh yeah, name it.

great kisser. no comment. wanna try though? =)

unpredictable. yeah.outgoing. medyo. to the point of being bossy and domineering. [medyo huh?]

down to earth. oo. yung earth nasa taas. up to earth dapat. i'm too full of myself.

addictive. addict, more like.

attractive. troolaloo. hehe. actually, not really. not at all.

loud. oh yeah. lalo na pag kumakanta ako. kaya stay away from me.

loves being in long relationships. no comment again.

talkative. great talker na nga e.

not one to mess with. wwe warning: don't try this at home.

rare to find. bah, anjan lang ako sa tabi-tabi.

good when found. bad when not. sorry ka. hehe.

7 yrs of bad luck if u do not repost. (ayunn)

________________

guilty gear

adik ako dito sobra. arcade game ito sa world of fun sa sm centerpoint. big screen. kainis wala sa north edsa. tsk. basta asteeg yung graphics nito sobra.at syempre may gwapo. ahehe.yung blond si ky-kiske.yung white-haired si chipp-zanuff.yung black-haired si testament.at di ko pa to natatapos. isang kalaban na lang e. kainis.

pano ba maglagay ng audio dito? hmm..

waiting for godot

2007-05-31T18:40:00.000+08:00

ahehe.

antagal ko din hindi nagpost. ngayon magsawa kayo sa kakabasa. hehe.

amboring ng bakasyon. napanood ko na yung fushigi yuugi ng buo, at napatunayan ko na tinapos ng ito noon ng gma nung grade 6-first year hs ako. ahehe. kala ko kasi hindi, dahil akala ko ki-nut ng gma dahil masyado itong malaswa. at nang napanood ko sya ay hindi naman pala sya malaswa. ahehe. ang gwapo nila hotohori at nakago, wahh...gusto ko na din tuloy mapanood yung fy genbu kaiden at ova 1 and 2...wahh...pati ouran season 2...wahh...

gusto ko na rin mapanood ang bleach at naruto shippuuden. bleach, yung jap dubbed ha, ampangit kasi ng dub sa gma 7 (wahh...anung nangyari sa mga boses nila? wahh) at pati yung translation sabog. wahh.

hmm. speaking of gma 7, nagulat din ako nang ipalabas nila yung gto live action. puro kabastusan yun e. oo lahat ng episodes meron. haha. gusto mo mapanood? hiram ka sakin. 12 cds. yeah. pati special meron. ahehe. pero malamang syempre edited na naman. tulad ng tenjou tenge, na puro boobs ang makikita mo. tapos ibu-blur nila. bakit pa kasi yun yung ipinalabas nila no. at ibinalik na naman nila ang slamdunk. for the nth time. ang slamdunk, bow. na ang bawat shoot ay tumatagal ng 1-2 episodes at accompanied ng memories. waw nagsenti sa court. wahaha.

naalala ko tuloy yung sinabi ng isang tao: "anung ginagawa ng mga kalaban habang nagtatransform sila sailormoon?" onga naman. hinihintay talaga nila yun noh. para mas maganda daw tingnan. ngek.

at ipinalabas din ang mermaid melody pichi pichi pitch sa qtv. at matatapos na sya sa friday. yung first story arc, na malamang ay matatalo si gaito. hay. mas gusto ko pa naman si gaito kesa kay kaito. kainis. at kakaiba din yung fight scenes nila ha. kumakanta sila, kinakantahan nila yung kalaban. at yung kalaban kumakanta din. tapos makikita mo sumasakit yung ulo nila. ano yun, papangitan ng boses? pa-sintunado-han? (ano yun? =) [maayos din naman yung mga kanta nila, pati yung sa kalaban. ahehe.] hindi pa kasi umalis bago kumanta. hinihintay pa talaga nila.

naalala ko na naman yung nabasa ko kay jessica zafra. hehe. kasi host sya dati ng isang talk show at dinidiscuss nila yung voltes v at daimos. panahon ni marcos yun, at tinanggal ni marcos ang voltes v at daimos sa tv dahil nagpopromote daw ng violence. hehe. sabi nga, ang galing ni marcos, sya lang nakatalo sa voltes v at daimos sa dinami-dami ng kalaban nila. pati yung horny (meaning may horn) na blond prince na kapatid pala ni voltes v, oops, ni steve na leader ng voltes v(teka, since tatlo sa kanila ay magkakapatid, so tamang sabihin na kapatid sya ni voltes iii.ahehe.) hindi nanalo kay voltes v. ahehe. nadiscuss din kung bakit sa bawat laban ay bakit hindi na lang ilabas agad ni voltes v yung ultraelectromagnetic top nya.

"because the series would’ve ended in two days." meaning two episodes. diba naman. kung ganun din kaya ang sailormoon baka 5 eps lang yun. e 200 eps lahat ang sailormoon (season 1-5, including sailormoon s, r, at ss...kung ano man yun.) o sige, i-stretch natin, siguro 10 naman. ahehe.

onga pala. nakakita na ba kayo ng picture ng kahit isang scene (preferably yung naka-costume sila) ng sailormoon live action? indescribable. hanap kayo. pakiusap. kayo na ang humusga.
yung prince of tennis live action maayos naman. kuhang-kuha si inui. at maayos naman yung itsura nila ryoma at tezuka (hay buti naman no). pero si fuji…wahh…pati yung gto live action, mukang tao si onizuka kesa dun sa anime. hehe. kasi naman tao talaga sya no.

ayan, puro anime na naman ako. ahehe. e adik ako e. hawaan kita gusto mo?

o sige na nga.

bus trip

ayan. kasi sumasakay ako ng bus pagpasok. mas mabilis, mas mura (waw may discount, di tulad sa jeep, peste). ayun. at kung sumasakay ka ng bus, alam mo kung gano kahirap pag nakatayo ka. wala lang. hehe.

eto pa. kasi tatluhan at dalawahan yung upuan sa karamihan ng mga bus na sinasakyan ko. (mas gusto ko nga pala ang ordinary kesa aircon. mahal sa aircon. ambagal pa. tsk) tatluhan sa kaliwa at dalawahan sa kanan. at ang sukat nila ay pambata. siguro isang foot yung width ng seat. pano naman yun? so pag isa na lang ang tirang bakante sa mga upuan, ainako tumayo ka na lang. kalahating pwet mo lang ang makakaupo.

ang ibang estupidong mga tao ay lumilipat sa aisle seat. ermm, basta yung upuan na katabi ng daanan. so either mapupunta ka sa may bintana o sa gitna (pag tatluhan). at dahil mataba ako, makakaupo ako ng buo (buong pwet) at sya naman (the stupid person) ay kalahating pwet lang. haha. stupid.

may isa nga na nasakyan ko. dalawahan sa may harapan ng bus. yun yung una kong nakitang may bakante e.[e syempre pag sumakay ka ng bus hindi ka naman nila hihintaying makaupo no. haharurot na agad. pwede kang magski mula sa may harapan hanggang likod (kung walang nakatayo)]. so dun ako pumunta. umusog sya dun sa may aisle. haha. stupid. so naupo ako dun sa may bintana. at sya ay muntik nang malaglag sa daanan. haha. stupid. choice mo yan. babae nga pala sya, mga kapatid. mukang mataray. ehehe. after 5 seconds, using my peripheral vision ahehe, nakita ko sya na lumilingon sa likuran. tapos bumulong ng malakas, parang nag-su-sulk: "meron pa naman sa likod…atsutsutsu…" kundi ka ba naman tanga e. bat kasi umusog ka. haha. natatawa na lang ako sa tabi. ehehe.

i'm so baadd…

mole of asia.

may isa akong pinsan na 1.5 years old na. ehehe.

(teka. tama ba? 1.5 years old. o 1.5 year old? kasi diba…ermm…hindi sya 1. hindi din 2, so, many sya? diba dapat 2 or more is many? e sabagay more than 1 naman sya. so 1.5 years old nga.
wala akong sense! wala akong sense! wala akong sense!)

basta ayun.

pag tinuro mo ang nunal mo at tinanong mo kung ano yun, ang sasabihin nya ay "gago".

"hindi, nunal 'to."

"hindi, gago."

"nunal."

"gago."

ngek. pinsan ko ang nagturo sa kanya nun. ehehe.

____
at tinamad na naman po ako.

hay, anlapit na ng pasukan. 2 weeks na lang. wahh. pahirapan na naman sa enrollment. tsk. at tatamarin na naman akong mag-aral.

ui math wizard, punta tayong moa ha? sabi mo yan.

2007-05-25T20:08:00.000+08:00

heyahhh!!!!

musta na kayong lahat?

amboring ng bakasyon. medyo. hehe.

tinapos ko lang yung fushigi yuugi. yee! ang gwapo pa rin ni hotohori kahit mamamatay na sya. o kahit patay na sya. hehe.

pero me gusto akong ikwento sa inyo.

nakita ko sya uli. i teenk.

parang multo.

ganito kasi yun. sumakay na ko ng jeep pauwi. galing sm. north. hehe.

(pesteng kfc. pumila pa ko wala namang chicken steak. tsk. at grabe yung foodcourt pag lunchtime. oops. hindi pala lunchtime. mga 1pm na nun.)

tapos, nung araneta na, me sumakay sa harap, sa tabi. nakaupo kasi ako sa likod ng driver(yeahh...imagine my position...wahaha =).

tinitigan kong mabuti. pasado kasi ang unang kondisyon: maputi sya.

at habang lalo ko syang tinitingnan ng matagal, lalo akong nako-convince na sya nga yun. kamukha nya na hindi.

pero sya nga yun.

ahaha. maputi sya, mas maputi pa sakin. at wala syang pimples. ahehe. kakaiba din yung hairstyle nya. di ko madescribe. ahehe.

pero nung bumaba sya....sa sto.domingo...ayun. sya nga yun. hehe.

kaso napansin ko ang isang mahalagang bagay....

hindi sya matangkad.

waaaannn...

matangkad meaning at least 3 inches taller than me.

wann...

sayang.

ahehe. hindi sya gwapo...hindi sya pasado sa mga standards ko.

ewan ko ba kung anung nakita ko sa kanya dati. hay.

siguro naman kilala nyo na kung sino sya. ahehe.

hayy...

hindi ako apektado. hindi ako apektado. hindi ako apektado.

halata ba?

ahehe. =)

hayy...

eyecandy--lucia and kaito:

...uh huh...

2007-04-20T19:08:00.000+08:00

so i can't do it huh?

i'm so weak.

wee...

2007-03-23T16:59:00.000+08:00

i love trinity blood!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~
hehe. one exam down, four to go. dalawa dun accounting. haha.

wala lang. di ko alam kung anu sasabihin ko. hehe.

wala lang...

2007-03-17T18:51:00.000+08:00

moshi moshi!!!

as usual, tungkol sa wala lang na naman ang post ko. ahehe.

addict mode...

ahh...andaming gwapo sa trinity blood. nasabi ko na ba yun? basta. uulitin ko uli. andaming gwapo sa trinity blood. ainako. lahat halos ng lalaki dun. arghh.

una syempre si abel nightroad.

then (roughly in order of first appearance)...

tres iqus. steeg. asteeg ang da moves. cool type.
hugue de watteau. the bishie. wee. limited exposure. flowing curly blond hair. tsk. ka-level nya ng buhok si caterina sforza. hehe. and the blade moves!
dietrich von lohengrin. sweet. hehe.
leon garcia de asturias. (well...if you like the brawny type...ahehe...ojiisan!). isa syang paring may anak. waw.
ion fortuna. aww...ang sweet nila ni esther. astig pa yung song. tsk tsk, ion. sayang. hehe. kaso mas matangkad sa kanya si esther. hehe.
radu barvon. sayang kalaban sya. ahh. longhair na hindi halata. hehe.
isaac fernand von kämpfer. (nung una steeg...pero nung last episodes na...arghh..).
cain nightroad. (ooohh...hottie!). the smiling antagonist (parang si asakura hao...hehe). like krad, he has white wings while abel has white. and he's sexy...ooohh...wahh...very limited exposure. tsk.
virgil walsh. kala ko nung una si cain. hehe.

uhh...sino pa ba lalaki dun? sino pa bang lalaking gwapo dun? =)

alessandro is cute (kaoru-kun's voice...shoot!). too cute. oh well, cute din si ion pero mas gwapo sya kesa cute. hehe.

and look at their codenames...
crusnik.
gunslinger.
iron maiden.
sword dancer.
mistress.
professor.
dandelion.
know faith.
knight of destruction.
lady of death.
panzer magier (german "armor magician").
marionettenspieler (german "puppet master").
flame sword.
bloody mary.
black widow.
gypsy queen.
devil of morocco.
reißzahn (german "fang").
eis hexe (german "ice witch").
basilisk.
red baroness.
calamity jane.

and if you think them astig/cool, how about this?

judas priest.

ahehe.

tinatamad na naman ako...pasensya...hehe...=)

hei hei

2007-03-06T23:07:00.000+08:00

share lang...

later na yung post. hehe.

anyway, this is kyouhei-kun from yamato nadesico shichi henge.

may mas guwapo pa sa kanya, si takenaga-kun kaso wala pa akong makitang pic nya. hehe.

pwede na sana kung wala lang lipstick...i mean red lips. hehe.

and here's "broken wings" by tomoko tane. ending ng trinity blood. yung first video, ending song lang. yung pangalawa may konting episode part (episode 7, never land). mas maganda kasi yung quality ng second. just go to the last two minutes of the video clip. hehe.

enjoy!

heyy...

2007-02-19T20:35:00.000+08:00

am suffering from anime deprivation right now...

ahhh....

gawdamit...

am trying to cure this by watching anime episodes on youtube.

wee!!!

[adik mode on. beware.]

ahhh...trinity blood is so astig! yee. ang gwapo at ang astig ni abel nightroad. yee. soo asteeg...he turned me into a krsnik. yee. hehe. and gunslinger/tres is so asteeg too...i mean, [spoiler warning!] he's a robot (a sniper robot, for crying out loud!)...a damn cool robot. a robot with a heart. and yeah, gwapo sya. yeahhh!!!! and kuso, even rosenkreuz/dietrich (the villain) is so handsome!

ainako. naadik na naman po.

ahh...first five episodes pa lang ang napapanood ko so i'm not really sure kung si dietrich nga si rosencreuz... ahh...

take note: abel and tres are priests. yeah...as in vatican priests.

("what?!" you say.)

oh yeah...they really are priests. even tres. ahh...kuso...

at hindi lang ngayon ako nagkagusto sa isang pari (sa anime po...halos lahat kasi ng mga pari na buhay ay matataba noh...show me a good-looking priest and i'll make him leave the church...hwek hwek hwek)

remember fou-sama from b'tX? he's a priest too. a killing priest, oh yeah. and he's so cool. me piktyoor nya ako dito sa blog, hanapin nyo na lang. hehe.

next...

ouran! wee...

ouran is so cool. so lol-inducing. and tamaki is so adorable. as for kyouya, oh well, i worship him. wee.

ouran is the first anime na kung saan ang bidang [spoiler!] babae na napapaligiran ng sooper-gwapong mga lalaki ay matino ang itsura. pramis, cute si haruhi. hwek hwek hwek.

(examples of anime kung saan ang bidang babae na napapaligiran ng mga sooper-gwapong lalaki ay haruka, pretear, fushigi yuugi, fruits basket...nakalimutan ko na naman...hehe)

wee...must continue anime marathon...

ja ne! =)

2007-02-09T21:26:00.000+08:00

tamaki (blond) and kyouya (with glasses)
i love kyouya! =)

hi!!!

2007-02-06T21:47:00.000+08:00

o kumusta ka naman. hehe. ipopost ko lang ang aking (dating) winning piece. hehe. it's dumb and stupid. and short. those who know me as a writer(wenks...asa...hehe) know that my pieces are terribly long. hehe. anyway, dahil sa piece na ito ay nakatikim ako ng pesteng nai cha. kadiri sya pramis. barf! suka! yakk...basta kasiri pramis. oh well, tea yun, sanay kasi ako sa pekeng iced tea...i.e. powder concoctions.hehe.

inip ka na no. eto na nga.

_____________

Waiting

Erik was my closest male friend. He's kind, caring, sweet, and handsome. He's two years older than I am. We've been friends for as long as I can remember. And secretly, I am in love with him. It's bittersweet, because he only treated me as a younger sister.

Our friendship was getting stronger, and we were getting closer. My love for him became more difficult to hide but I still managed it.

And then, one day, he told me his family was going to migrate to the United States .

I was stunned. Yes, we could still communicate through chatting, e-mail, and even texting and calling, but still I feared and dreaded his loss. He wouldn't be beside me anymore.

I faced a dilemma: shall I admit my feelings, or shall I not?

A day before they were to leave, I boldly went to his house. Luckily he was alone.

"I..." I paused. He looked at me gravely.

"I love you." I was stunned as I heard ourselves say the words.

He pulled me into his arms. "Yes," he whispered. "I have loved you since we first met." I started to cry.

His voice lowered. "And even if I were far away, you'll always be the only one for me." And I believed him.

His family still migrated. Even though he was away, I still love him. And I knew he loved me too.

He told me that he'd be coming home next year. And I can't wait.

______________________

ayan. kadiri sya. hehe.

at eto naman ang isa pa....hindi pa sya nananalo...pero sana! =)

(the entry)
________________

Bully

"Hey, Iris!" It was him again: Neil, my elementary school bully and my first love.

"Back off, Neil. We're moving away. Can't you please stop?"

"You're moving away?" For a moment, he looked very sad. Maybe because he would have no one to pick on anymore.

"Yeah, tonight, so please…" I tried to glare at him, but did not succeed. He then turned and walked away. I was annoyed and hurt. Not even a farewell!

That night, as I was moving my things towards the car, I saw Neil approach. I dumped my bag on the back compartment and waited for him.

"Iris, I..." He looked sad. He withdrew his arm from behind his back and out came a red rose in his hand. I was surprised.

"A peace offering?"

"No...I mean yes..."He looked uncomfortable. I peered at his face and saw that he was blushing fiercely. "Iris, I...I love you."

I blushed, surprised and touched. I was about to say something when my Dad called out, "Iris, we have to go!"

I took the rose from his hand and shyly kissed him on the cheek. "We'll see each other again," I assured him, though I didn't know when that will be. A tear rolled down my cheek as I added, "and I love you too!" and ran towards the car. Away from him.

Ten years has passed, and I am now at my elementary batch reunion. I saw a tall, lanky guy leaning on a post. He went to me. I smiled at him through my tears.

"Neil..."

He smiled too. "I have been waiting for you."

________

ayan. maiksi kasi dapat 200 words or less lang. pero sobra pa yan. 270+ ata. hehe.

eto ang orig.

________

(untitled)

"Hey, Iris!" A male voice I knew so well reached my ears, the owner apparently going towards me. I both smiled and cringed, knowing who it was: Neil, the heartthrob, my bully since kinder, sure to annoy me again. He also happened to be my crush and my first love. We had just graduated from elementary from the same school. I immediately started to walk fast in the direction I hoped was going away from him. But being a tall, lanky boy, he had long strides and in a short while overtook me. I stopped, partly to admire him (but not openly!) and partly to admonish him.

"Back off, Neil. We've graduated. I'm moving out of this subdivision. Can't you please stop?" My father had planned it beforehand that after I graduate, we're going to move to another place far from here. Though it meant leaving my tormentor, it still pained me. After all, we had shared some memories together, some nice, some not good, some embarrassing...and he’s still my first love.

"You're moving away?" His face fell for some unexplained reason. For a moment, he looked very sad. Maybe because he would have no one to pick on anymore.

"Yeah, tonight, so please..." I tried to glare at him, but did not succeed. He then turned and walked away. I was annoyed and hurt. Not even a farewell!

That night, as I was moving my things towards the car, I saw Neil approach. I dumped my bag on the back compartment and waited for him.

"Iris, I..." He looked sad. He withdrew his arm from behind his back and out came a red rose in his hand. I was surprised.

"A peace offering?"

"No…I mean yes..."He looked uncomfortable. I peered at his face and saw that he was blushing fiercely. "Iris, I...I love you."

I blushed, surprised and touched. I was about to say something when my Dad called out, "Iris, we have to go!"

I took the rose from his hand and shyly kissed him on the cheek. "We'll see each other again," I assured him, though I was not sure when that will be. A tear rolled down my cheek as I added, "and I love you too!" and ran towards the car, away from him.

Ten years has passed, and I am now at my elementary batch reunion. I saw a tall, lanky guy leaning on a post. He went to me. I smiled at him through my tears.

"Neil..."

He smiled too. "I have been waiting for you."

A year later, we were married.

__________

ahaha. anlabo noh. wehehe. oo na, nagyayabang na naman ako. wala lang. para meron akong archive ng mga gawa ko. online archive, that is. at eto pa. on the spot to ha.

____ "Hey girl, guess what?" She giggled excitedly. "What?" I asked, confused. "Guess!" She giggled again. "Geh...C'mon, say it." I wasn't actually prepared for what she said next. "I saw him! Him!" She overemphasized the last word, and giggled yet again. This time, i noted the element of kilig in that girlish sound. "Who...?" I said almost boredly. I see males everywhere, so why should anyone interest me? "Him! Anu ka ba...!!!"

"Him? Him who?" I was totally clueless when a certain stupid person came unbidden and unwanted into my brain. "Ah...him." I muttered without emotion. "Ay salamat naman, naisip din. Kunwari ka pa." She giggled again. I was starting to get irritated when she added, "He's so tall and so handsome!" Despite myself, I was intrigued. Interested. "How tall?" "Basta sobrang tangkad nya. Yee, interested?" She grinned slyly at me. I made a face. "Uh-huh." Then I grinned. "Is he really that handsome? Can he even be more handsome than he was before?" "Yeahh...so handsome..." She laughed. "Ya wanna see him na noh?" "Uh-huh." I really mean it. Now is not the time...yet. "You know what, you're a hopeless romantic...as in really hopeless, you know?" "And you are a hopeless admirer of his. Until now. Hehehe."
_________________

ayan. please note that this is a fictional work ha. baka may mag-assume na naman dyan...mga hopeless romantics! =)

ang ganda ng anime songs...

asteeg yung ouran. am hooked kahit first episode pa lang ang napapanood ko. wehehe. another wish: yamato nadeshiko shichihenge/the wallflower (manga title). nakita ko lang sya habang tina-try sa comic quest. hehe. steeg. nakakatawa pramis. ainako. ANG GWAPO NI KYOUYA!!!!!!!!!!! =)

san ako makakabili ng haruka?

sayang talaga hindi ako bumili nung sale sa sm. kainis. buy 2 take 1 ng anime dvds! tsk. mag-iintay pa ko ng mga 1 year...wahaha...[hysterics]

anyway, mahaba pa naman ang listahan ng mga papanoorin ko. trinity blood! x tv! kyou kara maou! wee...

sana at dapat nag-aaral ako diba...hehe

ansakit mapitikan ng string sa archery...at kung kelan gumigitna ang mga tira ko/ napupunta sa bull's eye (as in sa 5) area, dun walang scoring. peste.

ang haba na pala ng post na ito noh? yaan nyo na, minsan lang.

hay sana manalo uli ako. sana.

sana manalo ako sa stockwars! 7000! wahh...

yey up fair na next week. shawarma rice...shawarma rice...yun ang pinakamalaking serving ng rice meal na nakita ko na pwede mong mabili sa halagang 50php...wahaha.

ang kyut ng kiss me japanese version. am listening to it right now. hehe.

so random...

till next time! =)

ahaha

2007-01-02T17:37:00.001+08:00

In El Filibusterismo, where was Simoun’s bomb hidden?
---in the lamp he gave to Paulita Gomez and Juanito Pelaez as a wedding present

Which author wrote a series of short story collections and a novel set in Cubao?
--Tony Perez

In this book, Benedict Anderson asserts that Jose Rizal’s writing was influenced by anarchism. Name the book.

--The Spectre of Comparisons (under three flags)

Which short story by Nick Joaquin was filmed as Tatarin?
--Summer Solstice

What novel by STAR columnist Krip Yuson was set in the St. Louis World Exposition of 1904?

---Voyeurs & Savages

A new translation of Noli Me Tangere was recently published by Penguin Classics. What is the translator’s name?

---Harold Augenbraum

The Katipunero general Artemio Ricarte wrote a fascinating autobiography. What was his nom de guerre?
---(El )Vibora

What is the title of the first anthology of erotica written by Filipino women? (It was published in 1992.)

---Forbidden Fruit

"Dead Stars" is one of the first published Filipino stories in English. Who wrote it?

---Paz Marquez Benitez

The title of this groundbreaking gay anthology is now the name of the gay, lesbian, and transgendered Filipino political party. What is it?
---Ladlad

Books into Film

Which Ian McEwan novel, made into a film starring Daniel Craig, begins with a ballooning accident?
---Enduring Love

Whose short story was adapted into the Nicolas Roeg film, Don’t Look Now?
---Daphne Du Maurier

Daniel Day-Lewis plays an English twit who gets dumped by the heroine in the film version of E.M. Forster’s novel. What is the title of the book and movie?
---A Room with a View

The first rule of Fight Club is...
---(You do not talk about Fight Club.)

True or False: Alan Furst’s World War II spy thrillers have never been filmed.
---False (True)

What poem by e.e. cummings is recited in Woody Allen’s Hannah and Her Sisters?
---Somewhere I Have Never Travelled

The line "Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind" is taken from whose poem?

---Alexander Pope

Which book of the Old Testament is quoted in PT Anderson’s film Magnolia?
---Exodus

Luchino Visconti’s magnificent film The Leopard was based on the novel by this Italian nobleman. What was his name?
---Giuseppe Tomasi de Lampedusa

What is the title of the book Hugh Grant is reading in the last scene of Notting Hill? (It was also made into a movie. A terrible one.)
---About A Boy (Captain Corelli’s Mandolin)

Afflictions

The narrator of Jonathan Lethem’s Motherless Brooklyn suffers from this affliction, which causes him to go off into linguistic riffs.
---Tourette's Syndrome

The narrator of this Mark Haddon novel has Asperger’s syndrome. What is the title of the novel?
--- The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time

Who is The English Patient in Michael Ondaatje’s novel of the same title?
---Count Ladislaus de Almásy

This Irish author had cerebral palsy, which did not stop him from boozing, brawling, and writing My Left Foot. What was his name?
---Christy Brown

Dostoevsky’s hero in The Idiot spent many years in an institution because of this ailment. What is the ailment?
--epilepsy

Pets

What is the name of the dog in Harlan Ellison’s post-apocalyptic story, A Boy and His Dog?
----Blood

The all-knowing cat in the title role of this short story by Saki (H.H. Munro).
----Attab (Tobermory)

Merlin’s owl in T.H. White’s The Once and Future King.
---Archimedes

Who’s the guy in Franz Kafka’s story who wakes up one day to find himself transformed into a cockroach?
---Gregor Samsa

What is the title of the short novel by Evelyn Waugh set in a pet cemetery?

--The Loved One

Families

This novel by Leo Tolstoy begins with a comparison of happy and unhappy families.
---War and Peace (Anna Karenina)

Name at least three of the Glass children in J.D. Salinger’s stories. (Bonus points if you can name all of them, extra bonus points if you give the titles of the stories in which they are the main protagonists.)
-----Seymour Glass ("A Perfect Day for Bananafish")
----Buddy Glass ("Raise High the Roof Beam, Carpenters")
----Beatrice Glass ("Down at the Dinghy")
---Walt Glass ("Uncle Wiggily in Connecticut")
---Waker Glass
---Zachary Martin Glass ("Zooey")
---Frances Glass ("Franny")

What was the name of King Arthur’s evil sister in The Once and Future King?
---Morgause

Which House emerged triumphant at the end of Frank Herbert’s Dune?
---Atreides

Why did Clytemnestra kill Agamemnon?
---Because Agamemnon killed their daughter Iphigenia as a sacrifice, and Clytemnestra wanted to avenge her death (somehow...zafra's answer was--- He sacrificed their daughter Iphigenia for a good wind so the fleet could said to Troy.)

Food

What pastry set off Marcel Proust’s looong recollections?
---a madeleine cake

Who is the pastry chef in Cyrano de Bergerac who loves poetry and feeds freeloading poets?
----Rise Ragueneau

This early play by Shakespeare features cannibalism.
---Titus Andronicus

What is the title of that Roald Dahl story in which the murder weapon is a frozen leg of lamb?
---Lamb to the Slaughter

In this novel by Chuck Palahniuk, the protagonist frequently requires the Heimlich maneuver in restaurants.
---Choke

Sports

What doorstopper-sized recent American novel is set in a tennis academy?
---Infinite Jest

Holden Caulfield was the manager of which team at Pencey Prep?
---fencing team

In The Great Gatsby, Nick Carraway was dating Jordan who played what sport?
---polo (golf)

In The Age of Innocence, Newland Archer’s wife May dabbled in what sport?
---chess (archery)

This Nabokov novel about a chess grandmaster was sometimes published as The Defense. What is its slightly longer title?

---The Luzhin Defense

hehehe...

second: naaadik na naman ako sa monopoly. hehe. hay...naalala ko na naman ang second year at ang mga sessions ng mga tao dun. diba naman...board games everywhere...talo pa ang cards. masyadong playful ang mga ed2 noon...hay...nostalgia...=)
anyway, eto nga. nakabili ako ng monopoly sa divisoria (steekers! clow cards for P40! necklaces for P60! action feegyurs! wahh!!! deebeedees! i lab divisoria!) for P130. P130! magkano sa sm yun ha...mga 800 na siguro. hehe. me arabic characters nga lang dun sa harap. pero otherwise, ok naman sya. hehe. basta ayun. edi naglaro ako ng naglaro. wee. yung isang game, nagstart ng 2006, 2007 na hindi pa kami tapos. hehe.

banker: promo promo! bili ka ng bahay, me free $5/10 bill!
(e wala pang nakakakumpleto sa amin ng isang color nun)

hayy...

terd: divisoria placards:
"please crash cup after use"
pano? atomic bomb?

fourth: ff7 last order. hehe. ang gwapo ni zack! and in that film i saw the most glorious hair in the world of anime...yung long flowing white hair ng ultimate seme (japanese/anime term for dominating one), si sephiroth. haha. talo pa nya nagparebond. hehe.

speaking of long flowing hairs, eto pa ang mga rebond kings: asakura hao, kazuki, yung kalaban sa ghostfighter na may gas mask (all black sya...at black buhok nya), si kurama (wolf-form), sino pa ba? add pa kayo...

fifth: appleseed. isang 3d anime. iba to. lovestory ng isang tomboy na babae at isang robot. yahhh...robot...apparently, yung kaluluwa at brain ng dating lover ng babae ay napunta sa robot. weird.

sixth. kainis. 15 na yung deadline. wala pa akong istorya para sa cozyreads. mukhang di na naman ako makakapagsubmit. 3000 din yun a. tsk. kainis.

----
p.s. pesteng yahoo. ambagal.

ahaha

2007-01-02T17:37:00.000+08:00

aieee!!!

aym bakkk!!!!

andami kong ikwekwento! sana me time ako diba...

una: nanalo ako sa isang book quiz ni jessica zafra. yehess! grabe. isa lang naman sya sa mga favorite authors ko...ehehe...basta. ya want proof? click here: http://www.philstar.com/philstar/show_content.asp?article=294423
hehe. pasensya di pa ko marunong ng html. hehe. kung napapaisip kayo kung anong questions ang meron, eto...
(saka na. hehe)

second: naaadik na naman ako sa monopoly. hehe. hay...naalala ko na naman ang second year at ang mga sessions ng mga tao dun. diba naman...board games everywhere...talo pa ang cards. masyadong playful ang mga ed2 noon...hay...nostalgia...=)
anyway, eto nga. nakabili ako ng monopoly sa divisoria (steekers! clow cards for P40! necklaces for P60! action feegyurs! wahh!!! deebeedees! i lab divisoria!) for P130. P130! magkano sa sm yun ha...mga 800 na siguro. hehe. me arabic characters nga lang dun sa harap. pero otherwise, ok naman sya. hehe. basta ayun. edi naglaro ako ng naglaro. wee. yung isang game, nagstart ng 2006, 2007 na hindi pa kami tapos. hehe.

banker: promo promo! bili ka ng bahay, me free $5/10 bill!
(e wala pang nakakakumpleto sa amin ng isang color nun)

hayy...

terd: divisoria placards:
"please crash cup after use"
pano? atomic bomb?

fourth: ff7 last order. hehe. ang gwapo ni zack! and in that film i saw the most glorious hair in the world of anime...yung long flowing white hair ng ultimate seme (japanese/anime term for dominating one), si sephiroth. haha. talo pa nya nagparebond. hehe.

hay. la na naman akong time. will update this. pramis.

p.s. pesteng yahoo. ambagal.

hay. wala

elow

2006-12-16T18:14:00.000+08:00

ehehe.

am bored.

i'm baack!!!

2006-12-03T19:44:00.000+08:00

hello. wala lang. hehe.

wala naman akong ikukwento e.

ah. meron pala. pinagnanasaan ko ngayon si tidus. sa isang specific picture lang. will upload it kung mai-bu-bluetooth ko yun. hehe. o kaya pag nahanap ko yun sa net. tsk. ang gwapo ni tidus!

san kaya ako makakabili ng haruka?

speaking of haruka...
hehe...

the hachiyou:
yorihisa: blue hair. tsk. my favorite. i never saw him smile. at isa syang samurai. wee. si tamahome ata ito e. archer din sya! wee! tahimik at seryoso. protective. strong. loyal. major turn-ons. at napakagwapo nito...if only he would smile...
tenma: ainako. gwapo din to. gusto ko rin sya. hehe. orange hair and eyes (strange). tsk. kaso kay akane na sya. agh. bakit ba bulag ang mga lalaki sa anime? tamahome din. tsk.
shimon/simon: resident cute boy. yellow curly hair. hangkyut! chiriko sa fy. hehe.
inori: red hair and eyes. wenks. aswang? sya lang ata ang di ko gusto. hehe. tasuki sa fy. pero kawawa ang batang ito. he lost his ate sa isang...multo. hehe.
takamichi: wee! green hair. with glasses. ai gusto ko rin to. antalino! wee. kainis lang, ang weapon nya lang ay isang teeny weeny dagger. tsk. half-chiriko half-mitsukake. wee.
tomomasa: blue-green hair. narcissistic. hotohori to sobra! at mukha syang bakla! (hoy hindi bakla si hotohori!) grabe. mahilig sa babae. tsk. ainako. sobrang vain. more beautiful than handsome. hehe. or nuriko? resident bishie. vain bishie.
eisen: another favorite. violet hair and eyes. sobrang gentle. mitsukake-chiriko-chichiri. naawa din ako sa kanya. love na love nya si akane kaso...oh well.
yasuaki: wahh! favorite din! ang lakas ng tao--oops, tao nga ba? multo ata sya e--na ito. martial artist na, wizard pa. hehe. long green hair. astig pa yung costume, mala-yin yang. ang ayaw ko lang sa kanya, may bola sya sa ulo. wahh.

ang gwapong antagonist...
akuram.hay. di ko pa nakikita ng buong buo ang mukha nito. pero tulad ni kakashi, masesense mong napakagwapo nito. long flowing golden hair. wizard/magician. wahh. suave. tsk. nalilito
talaga ako. sino ba gusto ni akane, si tenma o si akuram? hmm.

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aside:
masked bishies: [na alam mo namang napakagwapo ng mga ito.]
larva. vampire princess miyu.
akuram. harukanaru toki no naka de.
chichiri. fushigi yuugi.
tomo. fushigi yuugi.
kakashi. naruto.
tuxedo mask!
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hehehe.

bakit ba pag birthday mo laging wini-wish ay 'happy birthday'? porke ba birthday mo dapat maging masaya ka na? or dapat ba masaya ka sa birthday mo lang? hmm...

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ang dami ko pang isusulat...arr...
pengeng time...

sa mga nakapanood ng hamlet: redux, gwapo ba si hamlet? narinig ko lang sa isang overjoyed na girl pagkatapos ko manood.

ngek.

sakin hindi noh!

ewan ko ba. masyado mataas ang standards ko. hehe. iilang tao lang ang sinasabihan ko ng gwapo. ainako. hehe.

si hamlet ay kamukha ni beet the vandel buster. ayos naman ang itsura ni beet most of the time. maliban na lang dun sa picture nya na ginawang..err...ad ng abs. mukha syang pandesal na pinitpit. kainis talaga. parang fanart na ewan. ainako.

basta hindi gwapo si hamlet. sayang. kala ko gwapo sya. walang gwapo dun sa play! kainis!

haruka

2006-11-29T19:22:00.000+08:00

warning:
adik mode to.

ayan ang opening.
at eto ang ending.

hehe.

ang haruka, bow.
isa syang magandang example ng isang anime na hindi ganun kaganda ang bidang babae at saksakan ng guwapo ang mga lalaki na unfortunately ay inlove sa heroine. other good examples would be fushigi yuugi and fruits basket (can't think of others pa eh...hehe). kainis. i still can't get over the fact that my beautiful hotohori, yuki, and hatori are over those...ahh, never mind. hehe. dito naman sa haruka ay sina yorihisa, eisen, tomomasa, tenma, shimon, yasuaki, takamichi, at inori (waht? nabanggit ko lahat ng hachiyou? oh well, hehe. kasi naman e.)...at...oh no...akuram ay may gusto kay dragon priestess akane. argh. oo na mabait na si akane. (pati si tohru). pero...kainis!

ang gwapo ng mga hachiyou...wahh...

tulungan nyo naman ako maghanap ng pics ni akuram without the mask and the hat/cap...

arghh

2006-11-02T22:45:00.000+08:00

damn. can't watch btx neo. the blasted dvd is missing. tsk. anyone got btx neo? eram...

meanwhile, i'm contenting myself (doesn't sound right neh?) with rayearth (aghh, english dialogue!).

just finished watching dnangel. wahh, i'm so outdated. hehe. dark's loss is so...sad. really.

am going back to my dark, sexy, and gorgeous love---rava---soon. =). you just wait rava, i'm gonna be there to ravish you again. hahaha!!!!

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tagalog mode on!

pesteng up. tsk. tuesday at wednesday (nov 7-8) lang ang pesteng enrollment. ano kaya yun? two days? like hello! ayan nakokonyo na ko. tsk. pero kasi naman eh...isang linggong enrollment nga hindi kaya...two days pa kaya? ewan. tapos nov9 pers day of classes na. ano kaya yun? magmi-mission impossible pa naman ako---maghahanap ng mst na ge...sana math2. hay. tsk. ewan.

quote:
fou-sama, upon seeing teppei in a battle:
"you look like shit, teppei."

(o diba. pari ba yan? anyway, he was telling the truth. i can't blame him. haha!)

btx!

2006-11-02T22:26:00.000+08:00

adik mode to...

warning: kung hindi mo alam o kung hindi mo gusto ang btx then shoo away!!!

adik mode on! (x says, "on!")

wahaha. ang guwapo ni lafine fou/fao. hehe. sya ang pinakaguwapo sa mga spirit (seireshou) generals...no, sa buong series..., with hokuto closely following. hehe. tapos si ron,
fou-sama! ^ then si kotaro...

oops...i revise my opinions...mas guwapo pala si kotaro kay ron dahil si ron ay macho...hehe...

si teppei? never mind. hehe.

wahhh

ang guwapo ni fou!!! fou sama!!!

wahhh

hokuto-sama! ^

ron-sama! ^

kotaro-kun! ^

teppei! ^

at ang cute na girl na mukhang manika...si nasha. =)

bakit kailangang maging priest ni fou?? wahh? bakit kailangang guwapo yung priest? walang karapatan maging ganun kaguwapo ang isang priest!!! wahh..wahh...di bale, fou is still mine! mine! wahh!!!

pero may priest bang dalawa ang love interests? as in dalawa? si karin at si karen? ahay, halos pareho pa ang nems! hmm...fou ha.

oops. yung dalawa pala ang may gusto kay fou-sama. well, i can't blame them. hehe. kasasabi lang nya sakin kanina na igi-give-up na nya ang priesthood para sakin...wahh...sweet! mabait lang talaga si fou sa dalawang babaing yon. hehe.

teka. si hokuto...wahh...mukha siyang babae! katulad ni kazuki sa getbackers! at ni kenshin? at ni nuriko sa fushigi yuugi? at ni yuki sa furuba? wahh...

adik mode...wahh
...

pics!

2006-10-25T11:04:00.000+08:00

rava pics!

2006-10-25T10:56:00.000+08:00

fou! hokuto!

2006-10-25T10:49:00.000+08:00

...

2006-10-19T20:44:00.001+08:00

matagal-tagal na din...hehe

just wanna present my latest addictions/obsessions:

kyou kara maou!

larva!

more info soon...=)

...

2006-10-19T20:44:00.000+08:00

matagal-tagal na din...hehe

just wanna present my latest addictions/obsessions:

kyou kara maou!

larva!

more info soon...=)

mirror scene

2006-09-29T20:57:00.000+08:00

seatwork ko sa cw10. ha! 40 minutes ko lang ginawa yan! sabagay maikli lang sya. haha. nagyayabang na naman ako. hehe. sori.

a little bit mature compared to the things i have written before.

and no, this is not--i repeat, NOT!!!--a "thinly veiled" (a comment by my teacher when she returned our works) part of my life. you'll see...

enjoy reading!

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no permanent title yet. suggestions are most welcome.

I stopped before the ornately carved narra door, waiting for him. Wondering why I consented to this. A tiny sane part of my wine-muddled brain continued to haunt me. Do you really have to do this to prove that you love him? Are you really sure about this? Do...the incessant flow of questions was broken by his baritone voice saying "Here we are" as he opened the heavy door and, gently taking my elbow, ushered me inside.

The room was beautiful, I had to admit. He had prepared for this, I thought. The dominant color was red, ruby red. Love, I immediately thought. And passion. Sensuality. The ambience was romantic, and the faint fragrance of the red rose petals scattered on the bed enhanced the sensual atmosphere. The bed. The enormity of my decision struck me again. The large bed, designed for lovers, dominated the room. I took my eyes away from it and noticed the mirror above the vanity table directly across the room. Oval-shaped, framed by wood-carved cupids and hearts. I could see my face on the surface. Pale. Nervous. Frightened. I could see him standing behind me, his back resting on the door, his arms loosely crossed over his chest. Handsome. Gorgeous. Sexy. Our gazes met on the mirror, his smoldering, mine unsure.

"Are you sure?" he asked. "You can still..." There was an underlying challenge to his words. A demand, not a question. And we both knew that I couldn't back down. Not now. The door was locked, and there he was, big and strong and sure to overpower me. And there's no one else on this side of the world but the two of us. I shuddered.

"Are you cold?" he walked towards me. I could feel heat from his body. I trembled again, for an entirely different reason. "I could take that cold away." His voice had dropped to a husky whisper. He took my shoulders and turned me towards him. One hand came up to my chin and made me look up at him. He's so big. So masculine, so virile. My eyes widened as I saw his eyes: dark and burning with passion and need. I couldn't look straight at him. My eyes fell, and they again saw the mirror. I steadily gazed at it. I saw the bed. I saw straining and bucking, heard moaning and groaning. I shuddered, strongly this time.

"Are you sure?" his lips brushed over my forehead. Hot. I felt it down to my toes. A hint of what I would feel later, and more.

Am I sure? I asked myself. I could see and hear people from the mirror.

My friends. My liberated friends. "What? You're still a virgin?"
"No one is pure nowadays, Angel!"
"You need a man right now. You should feel what its like. It’s wonderful."
"Your boyfriend’s going to leave you if you don’t do it with him."

I saw my poor unmarried sister and her two kids, starving.
I saw my cousin, also unmarried, dying of AIDS. I remembered her telling me she got it from one of her "escapades". I frowned at her then, admonishing her, but secretly rejoicing that I had been wise not to indulge in unprotected sex. In sex.

I could still hear my friends talking about what they had done with their boyfriends on secret, hidden, sometimes public, places. I had pretended to be indifferent, but inside the hidden longing to experience what they often gossiped about increased.

I saw my boyfriend, his body over and around a whore's soiled one. I couldn't, I could. I shouldn't. I should.

"Yes." My whisper was barely audible, and I nodded slightly against his chest. I saw him, heard him, felt his chest expand in a sigh. I saw his lips move to my cheek, ears, neck. I felt warmth. Heat. Passion. Lust.

I saw his tanned hand move towards my bodice. I saw his long fingers reach the topmost button of my white cotton blouse. Stark contrast. Darkness invading whiteness. Conquering.

They undid it easily, then moved to the next one. Undid it. Then the next. And the next. As his fingers moved to the front of my chest, he drew in a sharp breath. I saw his fingers move. Felt the lightest of caresses. I felt my breasts swell, my nipples harden. I gasped at the new sensation. Is this wrong? I asked myself.

He continued unbuttoning my blouse. In a few seconds, I saw my torso, naked save for a wisp of lace. He moved my long straight hair aside, then reached to unhook the garment. I stopped him. He looked at me, then kissed me long. Hard. Passionately. As he moved his arms to embrace me, I looked again at the mirror, and saw the slow descent of a pearly tear to his arm as he drew me down on the bed.

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yeah?

again, comments/suggestions/lavish praises/deprecating remarks are most welcome.

alam nyo grade ko dyan? 1.25! yeah!

plus, iwoworkshop pa sya sa klase. meaning, it's one of the three best works...

oh yeahh...

allow me to wallow in my literary pride and vanity for a while...

dyan lang kasi ako magaling eh...

oh no!!!

hay.

don't ask me how i knew, erm, certain details in this article. i just know.

hope you liked it though. =)

so long again

2006-09-29T19:25:00.000+08:00

ewan.

hay...antagal ko rin hindi nagpost...hehe

formal interview. think of a...(hay nahihirapan akong mag-english! hehe) kunwari nag-aaply ka sa isang trabaho. ako yung applicant, yung mem(ber)s ung company execs. heehee.
lam nyo ginawa ko?
tinarayan ko yung nag-iinterview sa kin na lalaki. dalawa sila eh. isa babae. mabait sya. yung isa, yung lalaki yung mataray. mataray! ainako. edi tinarayan ko din. at nagtarayan kaming dalawa. kulang na lang magsabunutan/magsampalan kami. but no, hindi sya bakla.

hayy...

accounting. sabog. period.

wahh...tapos na ang pe 2 philippine games class ko...wahh...
wala na kong outlet ng stress, ng frustrations...wahh
in fairness, uno ako dun sa journal kahit the night (and dawn) before the deadline ko sya ginawa. yess...natuwa ata si mam dun sa mga drawing ko kaya uno ako. kahit hindi ko sineryoso yung drawings. kasi inaantok na ko talaga.
hehe...

first love. no, i'm sorry pero hindi ako magkukwento tungkol dyan. pakibasa na lang yung previous post ko. hehe. badtrip ako dito kasi 1.5 lang ang grade ko dito...
1.5!!!
badtrip talaga. tsk. forte ko pa naman ang genreng yan! (translation: that genre is my forte!) pero sabagay, 2 hours ko lang naman...indi, 1 1/2 hours (hour?) ko ginawa at tinype yan!

parang nagyayabang ako noh...pero indi ah...

yung isang article ko nga 40 mins lang, tapos naka 1.25. yung mirror scene.

badtrip talaga. tsk.

aayusin ko na lang. hay.

*hindi sulit ang P450 na palabok bilao sa red ribbon. trust me.

first love

2006-09-09T12:01:00.000+08:00

exercise ko sa creative writing. hehe. comments/suggestions/lavish praises/deprecating remarks/pambabalahura are most welcome. please! i haff to improve this!

tenks. =)

Memories
It's another boring class day. I sat at my desk, aware of my History teacher' s presence at the front of the room yet not minding her, and whatever words she ground out of her mouth entered my left ear and flew out of the other without letting my sleeping brain register them. I absentmindedly looked around the room, and then...
I caught myself staring at him again. I couldn't help it! I unreasonably reasoned to myself. He's so handsome...to the eyes of a simple ten-year-old girl. He's tall, fair-skinned, lean, and athletic. Quite intelligent too, when I mind not the fact that I rank higher in class than him, and completely ignore the fact that he prefers to bum around and/or play basketball with his dumb barkada. He was one of the school jocks, one of the heartthrobs in our small school. I had a few rivals on our section. But I was the one who loved getting his attention whatever way I can (or have to). I was plotting on how to get under his skin again when...
A pair of steely black eyes met mine. I gazed quietly, (quite) longingly at his (my!) beloved's face, refreshing my memory (which didn't need to be refreshed) of his solemn (sometimes), almost grave face, his short, slick (with the help of hair gel) black hair which he's really proud--and therefore protective--of, and his red lips that I...Our connection was broken. He looked out of the window, either out of boredom induced everytime by our old maid of a History teacher, or because the sight of a fat, pale girl with wild, unruly hair in wrinkled uniform and dirty shoes sickened him...oh, please, let it be the first! Disappointed Me shifted my gaze to our teacher and daydreamed of him.
I was, back then, at the age and grade (sixth) where maturity (in our school) seemed to be measured in number of crushes or girlfriends or boyfriends. Some of my classmates have had two or three ex(boy/girlfriend)s. and I, the innocent inexperienced one, haven't had any. I only had one crush, one love, my first and only. I even swore to myself that he would only be the one in my life. How corny and silly that sounded now.
Of course, he, being one of the oldest and therefore more matured (I later realized that maturity is not necessarily counted in years) ones in our section, should follow that "code of maturity". He did. It did not seem very unpredictable, even for me. The innocent romantic in me just silently, secretly hoped that I would be the lucky one--his first girlfriend, though the realistic one that I tried to hide perpetually reminded me that he would never ever even consider me as an eligible girl.
The latter one was right. He had a girlfriend before the first quarter of the school year ended. I wasn't that surprised. But what shocked...stunned me was that he got one of my closest friends (she knew I had a crush on him...!) as his girl. I could not blame him. She's beautiful, sexy, poised (and not a lack-brain)...every inch a young lady. She's also older than me. I couldn't talk to either of them for a week.
What treachery! That week, I felt all sorts of imaginary pain that all brokenhearted ones feel. I imagined--felt--that my heart was being stabbed repeatedly with a serrated knife. I felt--imagined--that my heart was hollow and numb and I couldn't feel anything anymore. Say it, I've felt--imagined--it.
After that week, I became my usual self again. But I want vengeance! Neither of them apologized to me. But wait...what am I feeling? All the pain, all the love I've felt suddenly disappeared in a flash the first time I saw them together after that fateful week. Hey, don't I love him anymore? Don't I? But I knew I had to avenge my wounded pride...and make him repay (somewhat) everything that I felt that fateful week.
As I was the youngest in our section, the most childish, the class crybaby, no one paid grave attention to the pranks I pulled on him. Once, he seated himself beside his girlfriend, not paying attention to the class. I, unfortunately for him, was seated behind him. He seemed to be completely oblivious to that fact when he moved there, the stupid Romeo. I looked at his back, and saw his hair. His precious hair! I reached out and patted it once, twice. He only grunted. I smiled evilly. I thumped it again, harder this time, three times. "Ano ba?" he hissed, obviously annoyed, and moved away. Ha! I derived a particular diabolical pleasure out of doing that. I was sure of my intentions and reasons. I wanted to annoy him, make him move out of my line of vision as he is a tall guy and he blocked most of my view of the blackboard (and I hated that very much especially when I'm copying something from the board), and separate him from his girlfriend because they are exchanging stupid mushy words unfit for humans. I did not do it out of jealousy. Promise.
Once, after my annoying him once again, he said to me, "Break na tayo!"
I responded, "Right." And yes, he's right. I was free of him, thanks to him.
Memories of first love really never die. I was forever haunted by the stupid things I felt, thought, said, and did when I believed myself to be in love for the very first and last time.

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at wag kayong maniwala na nainlove na ko. ginawa ko lang ito para me exercise ako. hehe. pero totoo na thinump ko yung buhok ni stupid boy. hehe... =)

article ko sa guilder

2006-08-15T22:07:00.000+08:00

article ko sa guilder...ayoko lang mawalan ng kopya kaya pinost ko dito...wag nyo na basahin hehe...

no title

The MBA students: another group of people that inhabit our dear college. They are often invisible. We have conjured images of them as very serious people in perpetual business suits. But little do we know that they are much like us undergraduates, in more ways than one.

The application process has two phases. The requirements are: referral letters, letters of recommendation, the applicant’s background, work experience in business-related field (1 year for those who want to enroll in the full-time program and three years for the part-time program), and an essay. Applicants (the average number is 500 for the past 5 years) have to take the GPAT (Graduate Program Admission Test). The qualifiers have the option if they want to be interviewed or not. The interview is about the applicant’s educational attainment, grades, and work experience. In the second phase, applicants have to pass three proficiency exams: one in quantitative methods (calculus, statistics, etc.), one in economics (basic macroeconomics and microeconomics) and another in financial accounting. Of the passers, the top 120 applicants are selected. One-thirds of those who enroll go into the full-time program and the others go into the part-time program.

Tuition fee is Php 2,500 per unit. Miscellaneous fees covering registration, medical, library, athletic, and cultural fees for part-time students is about Php 1,500 per semester and Php 1,950 for full-time.

The MBA has two programs of study: the full-time or day program which can be completed in five trimesters and the part-time or night program which can be completed in eight trimesters. Both have a minimum of forty-two academic units, translating to 14 core courses and 7 electives. Each trimester for the full time program has at most four courses or eight units (except in the third trimester where the student has to take an elective in addition to four core courses). In the part-time program the student has a maximum of three courses or six units per trimester. The full-time program can be completed in 5 trimesters (1 2/3 years). The part-time program can be completed in 8 trimesters (2 ½ years). Each student has to take seven electives, two of which can be taken in other colleges/units in UP Diliman (namely: Asian Center, College of Education, College of Engineering, School of Labor and Industrial Relations, National College of Public Administration and Governance, School of Economics, School of Urban and Regional Planning, Technology Management Center, School of Statistics, College of Mass Communication, and Institute of Public Health).

The academic calendar is divided into three trimesters. For the academic year 2006-2007, the first trimester is from May 29 to August 25, the second trimester is from September 11 to December 09 and the third is from January 08 to April 04. Classes for the full-time program are scheduled at daytime though most are in the afternoon. Classes in the part-time program are held from 6:30 to 7:50 p.m. and 8:00 to 9:20 p.m. For each course, sessions are conducted twice weekly, usually scheduled on Mondays-Thursdays and Tuesdays-Fridays.

Almost all of the courses are similar to those of the undergraduate programs, like Economic Analysis (BA 201), Management Science (BA 211), Marketing Management (BA 230), and Organizational Behavior (BA 251). But these are taught at a higher level, concentrating more on the course’s practical applications. The courses also emphasize data “mining” and handling especially quantitative and numerical data. “It’s about getting insight in numbers,” Prof. Benjamin Sandoval, MBA program director, says.

The curriculum has no specialty, but students can have an “unofficial” minor in Finance or Marketing. Students also have a retention GWA (general weighted average)of 2.00.

Courses are taught through lectures, case studies, and computer simulations. Seminars are also conducted with experienced managers, company presidents, and entrepreneurs lecturing about basic management skills, finance, marketing, law, and operations. Miko de la Paz, an MBA scholar says, “You learn not just from the teachers and books but from each other. You also have to learn independently.”

The students are quite young. The average age in the full-time program is 26, with 21 as the youngest and 44 as the oldest. Full-time students also have an average of three years work experience. In the part-time program, the average age is 28 years old, and students have an average of five years work experience. There about as many males as there as females. In the full time program 90% of the students are single, 70% in the part time program. 40% of the students have bachelor degrees in business and related fields, 26% have finished engineering and most of the others are from the science courses. 55% of the total students are from UP Diliman, 10% are from Ateneo, 6% are from La Salle, 6% are from other UP units and 3% are from UST. 17% of the total students graduated with honors.

Before they graduate, students have to take a comprehensive examination (scheduled once a year, around February). This examination is administered to test the student’s eligibility to hold an MBA degree. Ratings of “Pass” and “Fail” are given in this examination. A re-examination is allowed within one year after the first examination. Failure in the second examination disqualifies the student from continuing the program. He/She will be given a Certificate of Attendance (for the effort? =) ). The coverage of the examination includes Integration of Management Functions and Strategic Management.

The MBA are also BA people (but on another level and another world..hehe). They also have case studies, exams, seminars. They also interact with each other. However, we, and they, need to connect with the “other group” for us to be one big happy family

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2006-08-11T19:27:00.000+08:00

wahaha. nagdefer na ko sa ame. unofficially. hindi na ko tumatambay, hindi ko tinapos yung buddy week, hindi ako umaattend sa mga general assemblies at committee meetings. wahaha. sorry charm. sorry rubie. sorry ate xien.

di concentrate na lang ako sa jpia. hehe.

speaking of jpia...

nagdonate ako ng dugo ngayon! (ang layo ng jpia sa dugo...hehe) hindi, kasi ano yon...

ano?!

ano, activity ng isang committee. yee. me attendance points din yun (adik!).

basta nagdonate ako ng dugo. 400 mL. haha. isang bag--plastic bag ng dugo. hehe. red ang dugo ko! hindi ako blue blood! aww...

tapos maniniwala ba kayong ngayon ko lang nalaman ang blood type ko?
at nadisappoint ako. ang boring nya. O+. tsk. ang boring talaga. disappointed ako talaga. hindi ako katulad ni kenshin o ni eriol o ni ban-chan na AB. tsk. ang boring talaga nakakainis! matutuwa pa ko pag M+/- yun. astig! M positive-negative! waw.

tapos me free bracelet (blood-red!) pa ikaw pag nagdonate ka. at free food! me cookies at dole juice. hehe. ang sarap ng cookies! choco-chip cookies! yee! tapos napansin ko dun sa pambalot ng cookies me nakalagay:

for orders
call or text inday
(nakalimutan ko na yung number)

o diba astig.

hehe.

yee

2006-08-11T19:21:00.000+08:00

***10 uri ng manliligaw***

[hehe. kinuha ko lang sya sa friendster =)]

1. Mr. Gwapings - mayaman, gwapo,
kilala, at higit sa lahat may wheels. mataas ang confidence nya
na hindi sya mababasted, kaya pag
nabasted..maapektuhan ng husto ang kanyang
EGO. at teyk note, malas mo kung may sour
grape attitude pa yan. pwede nyang sabihing "sus
kala mo kung sinong maganda e pinagtyatyagaan
ko lang naman sya! pwe!"

2. Mr. Quickie - ang type ng manliligaw na kada
magkikita kayo e wala nang alam na sabihin
kundi "kelan mo ba ako sasagutin?" o kaya "i love
you na, ako ba hindi mo pa lab?" kahit na isang
linggo pa lang naman syang pumoporma. kung
baga dinadaan nya sa pangungulit para mabilis
ang pagsagot mo.

3. Mr. Everything - linya nya ang "sagutin mo lang
ako, ibibigay ko sayo lahat, lahat ng magustuhan
mo. kahit ang pa buwan o kaya mundo." tanga ka
na pag nagpauto ka. dahil pag sinagot mo na yan,
makakalimutan na nya ang linyang yan.

4. Mr. Stalker - eto yung type ng manliligaw na
pag nagkahiwalay kayo e sisimulan ka sa tanong
na "kumain ka na ba?" pagkasagot mo susundan
pa nya ulit ng tanong "nsan ka ngayon?" "sinong
kasama mo?" "anong ginagawa mo?" at kung anu-
ano pa. basta tungkol sa daily activities mo
kelangan malaman nya.

5. Mr. Take it or leave it - pag binasted mo ang
ganitong type ng manliligaw, asahan mo bukas
may nililigawan na sya ulit. at heto pa, hinding
hindi ka na nya papansinin. period.

6. Mr. Salesman - dadaanin ka sa matatamis na
salita. parang si Mr. Everything din kaya lang sya
mas matindi mang-uto. yun bang tipong.."ang
ganda ganda talaga ng mga mata mo.." o
kaya "ang kinis kinis mo" o kaya "ang lambot ng
mga kamay mo" at iba pang pang-uuto mapasagot
ka lang.

7. Mr. Good Dog - eto ang nakakatuwang
manliligaw. kase payag syang magpaalipin. taga
bitbit ng bag mo o kahit ng mga kaibigan mo. kahit
magmuka syang buntot sa tuwing may gala kayo
ng mga barkada mo. napapakitang gilas kung
baga. pero pag sinagot mo na, for sure gaganti
yan.

8. Mr. Anonymous - motto nya ang "action speaks
louder than voice". wala kang kaalam-alam,
nanliligaw na pala. kaya pala ang bait-bait sayo. e
akala mo mabait lang talaga. hehe!

9. Mr. Second chance - sya ang pinakamasugid
mong manliligaw. kahit 100 tayms mong sabihing
ayaw mo sa kanya at wala na syang pag-asa ang
sasabihin nya parin "Please give me a second
chance"

10. Mr. Romantiko - jologs ang mga paraan nya sa
panliligaw. manghaharana, pakikisamahan mga
barkada mo, liligawan parents mo at laging may
dalang flowers and chocolates tuwing dadalaw.
pero madalas nakakapagpakilig sya ng nililigawan
nya dahil sa kanyang "malinis na hangarin" awww!

hayy

2006-07-31T20:12:00.000+08:00

yan.
yehey, nakapagpost na naman ako.

hehe.

binabawi ko na yung dati kong post. hindi na ko nagdefer sa ame. di ko kaya. hehe. saka sayang.
hehe.

ayy...

nag-exam kami sa accounting nung linggo. kelan ba yun. kahapon lang pala. hehe. july 30. parang ang layo na. o kinalimutan ko lang.

hindi.
eto nga tandang tanda ko pa e.

eto ang nangyari...

exam day. 8:30-11:30 ang exam. waw tatlong oras. long test lang to. first pa. premonitions...

peste.

anyway, 8:00 ako dumating sa ba building. daming tao. di pa bukas yung entrance. shoot. nabulilyaso ang balak kong magreview pa. oops di pala. nabulilyaso ang balak kong magcram. as usual.

[aside: nakikinig ako ngayon ng 'now or never'--astroboy opening theme. ganda. astig. ang gwapo ng boses. shoot.
at pakinggan mo rin yung 'river'--gundam seed ending theme. third ata. shoot. grabe sobrang ganda. ang gwapo ng boses. talo pa yung phantom. sobra. naiiyak ako pag napapakinggan ko yun. sobrang ganda talaga. sobra. end aside.]

yon. edi mga 8:30 pinapunta kami sa back entrance ng ba building. pasok. akyat sa third floor. go to room 301 to await doomshours (ngek).

sobrang nagbalik sa aking alaala ang upcat day. umuulan din nun. aircon din ang room...
premonitions na naman. peste.

ayan. dumating na si mam. shoot. ang kapal ng dala nyang newsprint testpapers at yellow pad(s?). shoot.

preliminaries. one seat apart. nalayo ako sa accounting goddess. shoot. patay. alphabetical. ainako.

ayan. binigay na yung mga yellow pads (papers?). me numbering pa talaga. number 38 ako. tapos yung test questions. ayan, number 38 pa rin. waw. efficient!

three pages back to back ang testpapers. tapos me "mimeographed answer sheet" (direct quote) pa sa likod. waw. ano ba yung mimeographed? enlighten me.

yan. simula na ng exam. three hours thirty minutes. 8:45 nagstart. 12:15 ang end. waw.

yan...

i'm a goner.

assets...liabilities...capital...revenues...expenses...debit...credit...
walang katapusang mga accounting terms. malamang. noh?

nung una nasasagutan ko pa (mali naman).

three parts nga pala yung exam. multiple choice at fill in/up/out the table yung part 1, short problems na hindi naman maiksi at madali yung part 2, at financial statement-making (eh? am i making sense? yess...marunong daw mag-english hehe) yung part 3. 110 points lahat.

part 1. table part...o sige...table portion.

punuin yung table. edi nagsimula na kong magvandal sa desk ko. peste ang accounting...yoko na...ang pangit ng mga tao sa paligid ko...etc etc...

nakaka 99.9% na ko ng desk...isang period/dot na lang...

tapos biglang...

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING?"

proctor ko.

"nagfi-fill up/in/out po ng table ko mam." inosenteng sabi ko.

"!@#$^&**&^*%$#@!~+`!!!" sabi nya. "HINDI YAN! YUNG NASA DULO!" tapos pinakita sakin kung saan. talo pa nya ang kamatis sa pula. lahat ng butas sa katawan nya nagbubuga ng black smoke (redundant?). oo pramis pati pores.
pollution...

ahh...okey.
di mo nililinaw e.

tingin ako sa relo ko. 3:30 na.

huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaattttttttt???????

tapos naalala ko ilang oras nga pala ang advance nito. ilan nga ba?
ewan.

tapos part 2...number 22...

wahh...

anakngkamotebulatedwendetiyanakkalabawbakababoymanokshoot.

nagbreakdown ang supercalcu-and-ruler-in-one ko. hindi yan scientific ha.

shoooooooooooooooooooooooooot.

noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

pinukpok ko na sa desk, sa upuan, sa dingding, sa ulo ko, sa ulo ng katabi ko, sa teacher/proctor ko, sa kaharap ko pero wala pa rin. lalo lang syang nasira. nagkadurogdurog. nawalan ako ng asset. malala pa sa nagdepreciate. gusto mo pakita ko pa yung remains e.

pano yan.

edi nagmanomano na lang ako. waw. gudlak.

part 1 nga pala 30 items, 1 point each. tapos yung table 10 points. part 2 40 items,
1.5 points each. tapos yung part 3 10 points. 110 na ba yun? paki-add nga.

hayy...

tapos pagkatapos ng madugong number 22 (may isang oras ata ang inabot ko dun)...

shoottaeshootpestepatayanakngkamotesilibulatesingkamastalongsigarilyasatmanisitawbatawpatanikalabawbakakambingmanokitlogkamotesoottaeshootpatay...

nagbreakdown/crash din ang supermegagrabeovertothemaxscientificgraphingmanual(oo, de pindot.pag mali ang pindot, error)computercalculator!

in short, yung brain ko.

me natirang ayos na neuron. huy, information retrieval lang yan. cheeken.

yun na nga e. info retrieval.

ang problema, walang info na mareretrieve. wala. nothing. nada.

haha.

gudlak talaga.

ewan.

ayun. so wala akong nagawa. tiningnan ko na lang yung dingding. ang puti.
ang puti ng paligid. diba pag nasa operating room ka puro puti? pag nasa lethal injection room puro puti din. sa langit puro puti din. indi e. impyerno to. me aircon nga lang.
yung teacher ko. payat. kulot. matanda na. parang asset na yung worth nya ay nalagpasan na ng depreciation expense. hehe.
yung mga kakalase ko. sige lang. pagpatuloy nyo yan.
yung aircon. ang laki. parang sa jollibee.
yung whiteboard. di naman puti. daming dumi.

tapos nafeel ko yung sobrang lamig. may multo? wala...

bumalik lang sa aking alaala ang upcat. malamig. umuulan. wala rin ako maisagot. at nakatulog ako.

edi natulog ako.

yun nga lang, pagpikit ng mata ko..

"ok, time's up!" waw. sweet dreams.

pasahan na. nasa dulo pa naman ako. kitangkita walang sagot. hehe. nung kinuha ng teacher-proctor ko yung papers sakin umuusok pa rin sya. puti na nga lang.

yan. labasan na. pero peste, ang mga naririnig ko ay...
"uy anong sagot sa..."
"uy pano yung sa..."
"uy tama ba yung..."
"uy natapos mo ba?"

indi e. peste.

yun. dazed na naman ako. tulala. paglabas ko ng building muntik na ko masagasaan ng bisikleta. waw. sana naman kung mamamatay ako sa pamamagitan ng sagasa yung mamahaling kotse ang makasagasa sakin diba. tulad ng jaguar. o mercedes. o porsche.

hay.

end.

haba no.
minsan lang yan.

hehe.

kuso...

2006-07-26T19:28:00.000+08:00

ainako.

nagdefer ako sa application ko sa UP AME (Anime Manga Enthusiasts).

teka...nasabi ko na bang nag-apply ako dun?
kay math wizard lang pala. hehe.

basta. yun.
lang time. lang pera.

sa UP JPIA (Junior Public Institute of Accountants) na lang ako.

pero anime yun...

hayy...

hayy

2006-07-19T19:42:00.000+08:00

oi.

sa math wizard na nagrequest ng stories ko...etong isa...hehe

dammit. i wish i'd told him how i felt about him. no...wait...how i feel about him...while he was still here...

but how? i'm too shy. we're just friends.

but then...

i realized....

maybe we were more than just that...more than just friends.

well...for me...considering the depth and intensity of what i felt...feel...he was more than just a friend.

but him...

i've always felt i was just a friend to him...

no, not always...

sometimes...he overstepped the bounds of expressing friendly affection. or so i felt. or so i hoped.

every morning, i had to cross the overpass to go to school. one time, i was just approaching the steps going down when suddenly, somebody held my arm just above my elbow. my heart started beating wildly. i stopped, wondering who it was, hoping it was not an evil someone, and turned my head around. there he is, grinning, breathing heavily as if he'd run a mile. my heart beat faster than ever, though because of some other reason i hadn't thought about then. he was still holding my arm, and it was then that i noticed how warm, how gentle his touch was. how could i ever have mistaken him for some wrongdoer? i asked myself.

but then...it was the first time that he touched me, held me. i never expected him to, but then...

"i thought it was a hold-upper," i said. "i almost shouted out for help."

he grinned. my heart beat wilder than ever, and it felt as if it was going to jump out of my chest and place itself on the hand still holding my arm. "you're oa," he said.

then he took his hand away from me. i felt a loss. but i can still feel the warmth of his hand on my arm. until now...

______

later that day, we teamed up against two girls for a boardgame. we made several good turns, and several times he hugged me against him. i was enjoying it secretly. it looked like friendly hugs anyway.

but hugs nonetheless...

then the one of our opponents said, "why are you always hugging her?" her question sounded innocent. we (he and i) looked at each other, then looked away.

he didn't hug me again for the rest of our good turns and the game. he hasn't hugged me ever since...

and i realized i was really in love with him.

but we were just friends....

i wish i could say it out loud but i can't. i can't.

sounds so senti. pero story lang sya.

so long...

2006-07-02T20:31:00.000+08:00

haha...antagal ko di nagpost...

wala lang... hehe

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2006-04-02T16:59:00.001+08:00

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2006-04-02T16:57:00.000+08:00

taking math subjects is (extremely!) dangerous to your health and mind and body and brain and...yourself...

honest

hell sem...

2006-03-19T17:29:00.001+08:00

hay...

peste ang second sem.

bat kasi sabay ko pa kinuha ang eng 1 at eng 10. tsk. papers.

peste ang math 100!

hayy...

hell sem...

2006-03-19T17:29:00.000+08:00

...

2006-03-19T17:20:00.000+08:00

i hate it.

i know i'm acting like a spoiled brat, even if i know i had no right.

hell, it seems that she's having fun. seems. i hope she does. because sometimes you never know that underneath a cheerful, smiling facade is a lonely, embittered soul. seeking, desperately seeking for release.

i hope to hell she does have fun. the wide smile...i hope that's true.

even if we have no sort of communication nowadays...i still feel connected to her. somehow. going to college, especially different ones, cuts the strings...even if she does not mind me anymore...

i hate this theatrics...

hell...

...

2006-03-19T17:18:00.000+08:00

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

what your name means...

2006-03-15T21:43:00.001+08:00

A-You are a hottie
B-You are always fun when it comes to meeting newpeople.
C-You are a totaly wild crazy.
D-You have trouble trusting people.
E-You are popular with all types of people.
F-People totally adore you
G-You are very friendly and understanding.
H-You have very good personality and looks.
I-Love is something you deeply believe in
J-Everyone loves you.
K-You like to try new things.
L-You always make other people smile when you smile.
M-Success comes easily to you..
N-You are a hottie
O-You love foreplay.
P-You are very friendly and understanding.
Q-You are a hypocrite.
R- You are goodlooking
S-People think you are so sexy.
T-You are one of the best in bed
U-You are really chill.
V-You are not judgmental.
W-You are very broad-minded.
X-You never let people tell you what to do.
Y-You always make every experience great.
Z-You're Super cool.

what your name means...

2006-03-15T21:43:00.000+08:00

wala lang

2006-03-02T19:54:00.000+08:00

drawing ko..haha